Hi!! My name is Jae, also know as Froggie or Frogdiva, & I am sorta the Team Ghost!! I float around & make my presence known once & awhile!!

I am a 70yo retired RN & a widow of 8yrs!! I live on a small remote farm in west central Illinois!! I have no living relatives, but I have 2 puppydoodles, mini schnauzers, & 2 barn cats, one short hair & one bob tail!!
I have essentially been a "grief zombie" for the past 8 yrs!! I just exist!! Not doing anything to help myself or move forward!! Anyone who knows me from before my Hubby died knows that that is NOT me....normally!! I have let myself, my home, & everything else just "go"!! My home needs major repairs & so do I!! I am selling the farm & should close this year!! It has been under contract for a while & we have alot of legal issues to work out!! I am staying here, though....at least that is the plan for now!!
I have some challenges right now because I do not have a working refrigerator so I can not eat the foods I want for good nutrition & to lose weight!! I live so far out that I only go to town once a week or every 2 wks!! No one delivers out here so having fresh produce & such is just not available right now!! I do have a freezer that is still working!!
In 2001, I had GBS, a Roux-en-Y procedure, & subsequently lost 155#!! But I was not able to maintain the loss due to letting others influence me!! My Hubby & Mom kept pushing me to eat more & as I did, I regained weight!! I am now back up to 270# from 145#!! I have become extremely sedentary in the last 3 or 4 years!!
I want to try to increase my physical activity & as soon a we close on the property, I will get a new fridge!! I tend to go all day without eating & then I eat supper, usually a 6" subway sandwich & 2 or 3 frozen veggies & some fruit, then I tend to graze the rest of the evening!! I can freeze the subs & I also eat frozen dinners!!
I NEED to get back on track!!

Henrietta FrogSpyder is my alter ego!!
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Ms Jae FrogSpyder
House SytherDor
Hogwarts /Tri-Term 21.22.23
West Central IL (CST)
A "Wicked Sister"!!
"Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over.....it became a butterfly!!"