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7/22/14 4:33 P

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It is scary and it is a hard journey, but you can still make it happen!

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7/22/14 1:31 P

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emoticon Hit the wrong emotion.Sorry : )

Be comforted in this fact:
The ache in your heart and the confusion in your soul means you are still aive,still human and STILL open to the beauty of this world~Harding~


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7/22/14 1:29 P

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As a former smoker I tell you this.
Everything you're saying here is a positive because your anger is coming out. Thats a good thing.
You can beat that anger. It is you who's in charge here. Noone else,nothing else. Remember that!
I think you have it(the will to drop the smokes).
You'll look a little better and feel alittle better each and every day.
It's a one day @ a time thing.
I wish for you the same feeling I have now when I see some poor soul standing in a doorway or outside of their car puffing on that cigarette. My heart goes out to them because "I know" that desperation and that ANGER they're struggling with.
And now I know that you do too.
Thanks for sharing. emoticon

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The ache in your heart and the confusion in your soul means you are still aive,still human and STILL open to the beauty of this world~Harding~


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7/22/14 1:06 P

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I'm scared. I'm scared that this is yet another in a long, LONG string of "Day 1"s that will never go anywhere. I'm scared that I'm not strong enough. I'm scared that it's already too late. I'm scared that I'll never feel any better than I do right now.

I'm angry. I'm so angry at what smoking has already done to my body - what I'VE already done. I'm angry at the 18 year old I was when I started, even though I should forgive her. I'm angry with all the times I've fallen after starting so well. I'm angry at what smoking has taken from me, and what it will continue to take.

Never Again.

I will never again be where I am right now, scared, shaking and crying while starting a "new quit."

Never Again.

I will never again be so angry at myself I could choke because I know what I want to do and can't quite manage it.

Never Again. NEVER again.

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