No. I know I have alot to be thankful for, and I'm very aware that it could be worse. I have to live apart from my husband (have been for 4 years) for another 10 months. Hes currently deployed and we rarely get to talk. There is drama in my family and I work in a very hostile work environment (currently interviewing for another position). I'm try very hard to remove the heavy stressors from my life. I know i need to make myself happy, that no one can do it for me, but there are things that I need to be rid of before I can do that.