No. I suffer from depression and am not allowed antidepressants 'cause of other meds I take that interact badly. Can't afford counseling. And so much to be depressed over: old age, business mostly gone (despite 20+ yrs experience) thanks to client retirements and my own exhaustion. Gained 30 lbs from too much noshing and not enough moving.
Hubby and I are in last qtr of life. Plus he's an ever-sicker disabled vet. Worry every day will be his last 'cause my strong guy is so much gone. Always tired; he has 1 good day and two mostly in bed.
So yes we're both alive, but so many financial and health issues and no friends, no family (most have passed away). If I don't call folks they don't call me...and he has no one.
So I wonder (far too often): what do I have to be grateful for? I try to work past that negativity, but it's so hard.