Are you receiving any active treatment for your Depression? If not, it would pay to talk with your Dr about what is going on, and ask for a referral to a Therapist who specializes in treating those with eating issues. If you aren't on any medication it might be time to consider it, but if you are already on meds, then perhaps your Dr needs to review them because sometimes they can stop working effectively, over time.
Remember, we are here for you, so keep in touch. That is the only way you will continue to receive ongoing support from SP members.
Kudos on already taking the first step away from the binge - you have broken the routine response by coming here and posting: well done!
As the next step - how about doing an activity that totally distracts you from yourself, the stressors, and what your mood is like? Pick something that requires your dedicated focus, such as a fast-paced video game, or a skilled sport (tennis, badminton, raquetball --- even getting out and playing darts or billiards or hitting the shooting range), or spend an hour entering a chapter or two from a book in to a note program (the reading / typing / checking might be distracting enough).
Once you've grounded yourself with the distraction, if you didn't choose a sport, then head out for a round of strenuous physical activity (running, brisk walking, heavy lifting) with some upbeat music --- and then spend a cool-down period doing some indulgent self-care (slow shower, self-massage, favourite beauty routine).
At this point you will hopefully be out of the "cycle", and will be able to plan out your nutrition for the next few days --- with the choices all stuff that you really love, that are nutrient-rich, and that you know you find physically satisfying. You can also reach out for support from your family and medical team, and start listing options that you know will help you to make positive choices when the hard times hit next.
Be gentle with yourself - be proud of your strength in recognizing what is going on and in taking steps to change it. You are truly doing the best you can to take care of yourself, and the backsteps and challenges along the way are not the end - just a temporary learning experience. Hang in there, and remember that YOU ARE ENOUGH.
Oh - and reach out to @SLIMMERKIWI and the depression team that she is a leader of. She may not be around til later (New Zealand time zone), but she can give you some great advice and experience.
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I've had a terrible week of eating which has triggered my binge eating disorder. Today I feel very discouraged and it's all I can do not to snack and stuff my face. My urge to binge is very strong. I am going through a bout of depression which is also contributing.
Any help is appreciated! Thanks
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