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I am so DONE with having 2 wardrobes!
Monday, February 13, 2012      10 comments

It is just ridiculous for me to have 2 completely seperate wardrobes. My wardrobe for when I am UP close to 150 (size 12's and L's) and my wardrobe when I am 130-140'ish. One hangs in my closet, one is put up in bins in the attic. I am so sick o... Read more
OMG, I did it!
Saturday, February 11, 2012      8 comments

I cannot thank all of you who commented on my last blog enough.... It was truly the motivation I needed to get these "I can't" thoughts out of my head. It was 22* out this morning with a pretty good breeze blowing. My sweet, loving husband tried... Read more
When is it too cold to run?
Friday, February 10, 2012      12 comments

I could use some encouragement right now from my northern tiered friends.... I am currently training for a HM and have to get in a long run this weekend. Our is high is supposed to be 35.... Sunday is going to be 38, but with snow. This seems SO... Read more
The Woes of Daily Weigh Ins
Thursday, February 09, 2012      6 comments

Ugh.... Pity party, time. So it WAS going well as I was getting myself back on track, losing weight every day. But, this past week I spent 3 days at 143, one day at 142.2, then the last 2 days were 142.8. Really sucks when I have been doing ever... Read more
I need a new "comfortable"!
Friday, February 03, 2012      8 comments

OK, this is what has been on my mind lately and it may or not make sense to you. After I had my babies 13 and 15 yrs ago I seemed to level out at around in 190 lb range. Even though I was severley obese, that is the weight I was comfortabl... Read more
I need a race to motivate me!
Wednesday, February 01, 2012      5 comments

I don't know why... but active.com and the local running club websites are not advertising their races coming up this spring. There are several that I ran in last year that I want to do again and I'd like to plan! Maybe I am just jumping the gu... Read more
One rude person....
Sunday, January 29, 2012      13 comments

.... can sure ruin my day. I hate this about myself. I let things bother me that really shouldn't. I encountered a grumpy, rude person this morning at church and even though I KNOW that the issue is not with me.... probably her.... I let stuff l... Read more
If I never set goals.....
Saturday, January 28, 2012      11 comments

....then I will never achieve them. My mind has been working overtime trying to look ahead to the future, setting weightloss goals for myself... But I have the voice in the back of my head that says "ho hum..... here we go YET again. H... Read more
Grocery Store Finds- love new stuff!
Thursday, January 26, 2012      9 comments

I have been doing good with my eating the past few days. Not tracking, probably doing more calories than I need to be, but I am not binging and that is the area i just had to get under control. I am making pretty good choices, but still can't dr... Read more
Today will be better.....
Tuesday, January 24, 2012      8 comments

I am struggling again..... I can't seem to get out of this "I don't feel good" rut. I know HOW to get out of it, it's just a matter of doing it. I have really been scaring myself with the overeating I have been doing. Not even junk food some tim... Read more
Protein/Energy bars
Tuesday, January 17, 2012      9 comments

Just a quick blog before I head on out to the gym this morning before work. One thing I am going to try doing THIS time around is incorporate protein/energy bars into my diet. I am not counting calories for now because I had fallen into th... Read more
I have to feel the part!
Monday, January 16, 2012      10 comments

One of the many lessons I have learned over the many many years of struggling with my weight is that I need to make an effort to make myself feel good about myself. The past several weeks that I have been binging I have not put in any effort in... Read more
Not too late for New Year's resolutions
Sunday, January 15, 2012      2 comments

UGH.... I love the start of a new year. It's like a new beginning. So I had all sorts of big and bright ideas (not really resolutions, lol...) for the start of 2012. Then I got side tracked with my Mom's health issues, and her eventual passing a... Read more
Time for healing....
Sunday, January 08, 2012      12 comments

So the family is gone and I go back to work tomorrow and adjust to life without my Mom. This has been the most difficult 2 weeks of my entire life. Having to make the decision to stop treatment and put her in hospice will haunt me forever.... Read more
Thursday, December 29, 2011      9 comments

So ever since Christmas my Mom has been unresponsive, not eating, not even able to swallow. Going up to visit her at her nursing home she looked like a woman who was dying. Her skin was drying out and she could not even open her eyes and her bre... Read more

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