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Trying real hard not to stress out.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010      1 comments

The intensity of the upcoming preparations for the go live implemenation of our new labor and cost collection mrp system is gaining by the day. I have so much on me to get done and may have to work without a day off for the next three weeks. ... Read more
REady for the week
Monday, September 20, 2010      1 comments

Feeling good and ready to tackle another week. The next three weeks are going to be quite intense as we prepare for go live. I pray for peace and calm in the storm. Help me to delegate where I need to and to be patient with those who are new to ... Read more
I had a great Sunday
Sunday, September 19, 2010      1 comments

I decided to ride my bike to Church today and that was good. I love it when exercise is fun or serves a purpose. It takes the "chore" factor off of it. I have to be honest though, I have been riding my bike every day to work and back for the pas... Read more
This must be blog day
Saturday, September 18, 2010      1 comments

I have made a commitment to write down my feelings. I have found that my habit is to not allow them to happen when they occur. The reason, I have discovered, is because when a feeling comes up, I am not in a safe place to express them. I really ... Read more
Friday and Saturday check in
Saturday, September 18, 2010      1 comments

This is Friday check in (although it is really Saturday). I had a busy day at work and when I got home, my husband and I went to have a really nice intimate dinner in a really quaint little patio dining area. I really enjoyed our time together a... Read more
Today was a bit rough
Thursday, September 16, 2010      3 comments

I am not sure how I feel today. I decided at 3:00 to have 1/2 bagel. I savored it and really wanted to go back and eat the other half but I didn't.I only thought about it and I guess I should be happy about that. Today I feel kind of down. I rea... Read more
Missed a day
Wednesday, September 15, 2010      1 comments

I missed a day of blogging but I was able to go to bible study for the first time in many weeks. It was so nice to be back. I am still on track and feeling fine. Work is still busy. I am still near lots of tempting foods and not partaking. I mus... Read more
Seven days down
Monday, September 13, 2010      3 comments

Happy Monday. I am really glad I made it a whole week. This is feeling great. I feel good today and I played paddle tennis at lunch today. I had lots of energy and exerted as much as I could. Food was good today. I went over my calorie rang... Read more
I had a great Sunday
Sunday, September 12, 2010      1 comments

This was a good Sunday. I went to church and had the desire to talk to people. My church is so loving and you are guaranteed lots of hugs. Although I have been dreading being around people lately, today was better. I went to lunch with my husban... Read more
I cried today and it was good - AMAZING!
Saturday, September 11, 2010      3 comments

I woke this morning feeling very agitated. I had just had a dream of my son being a little boy dressed in a footie pajamas. In the dream I ran to him and hugged him with all my might and began to cry in the dream. Then I woke and realized that I... Read more
Day 4 check in
Friday, September 10, 2010      2 comments

It's Friday. I have worked hard but I feel very good. I became frustrated a few times because software testing is not going well. But I can let that go for now. I have had a great day. NO cravings and even though one of my favorite things was at... Read more
Day three and all is well
Thursday, September 09, 2010      2 comments

I read somewhere that it takes 21 days to create a good habit and it takes 3 days to create a bad one. That reminds me of scripture explaining the road to the kingdom of God is narrow and the path to evil is wide. In other words, it is not easy... Read more
Well I am back AGAIN! but not excited about it
Wednesday, September 08, 2010      3 comments

It pains me to be struggling this way. My weight is continuing to rise. It is very scary at times and at other times, I just tell myself I don't care anymore. I think I have disconnected AGAIN and isolated myself back into a depressed state. I... Read more
Day two-and more positive today
Wednesday, August 04, 2010      4 comments

I am trying to get my focus back on Jesus and off of my circumstances. I cast the enemy out in the name of Jesus. I must remember that this is a lifestyle, which has its ups and downs but regardless of what life brings, I must not take my eyes o... Read more
Here I go again-ugh!
Tuesday, August 03, 2010      3 comments

Okay, I went off program AGAIN and I am really having a hard time emotionally trying NOT to just throw in the towel. I have roller coaster moments of not caring about my health, weight, food choices, etc. Then I get mad at myself. I run from Go... Read more

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