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The invitation by Oriah
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      2 comments

Read a poem today. It touched and inspired me. I plan on reading much more from the author and thought id share this. The Invitation by Oriah It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and... Read more
day 29~not looking back~
Friday, August 06, 2010      4 comments

I read all of your comments. I talked it out with my best friend and I really thought about how I feel. The truth is, she made her choice. She left me and my kids sitting here broken and the more I remembered the past, The more I realized I don'... Read more
day 27~ugg~
Wednesday, August 04, 2010      5 comments

My ex girl friend just contacted me for the first time in months. I made nachos immediately following. I feel hungry. Like Im starving even. How weird... I wasnt hungry before I heard from her and yet eating is about all I want to do now. ... Read more
day 27~a little slump~rainy day ideas needed~
Wednesday, August 04, 2010      4 comments

well, iv been a bit off focused this week.i lost 13 lb last week and when i went to exercise Monday i was exhausted. I am supposed to work out today but its raining and i cant make it to the gym with five kids here. Nows where I need a plan...i ... Read more
day 24~weigh in day~expert advice needed!
Sunday, August 01, 2010      4 comments

Weigh in day folks. Though I loath it I like to share these weigh ins. someday Im gonna look back and be proud of my courage:) OK, so I went from 235 to 222 in a week. Is this ok? I use the same scale, weigh in in my birthday suit every Sunday m... Read more
day 22~Plainwell Mi lesbians, where are you~!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, July 30, 2010      8 comments

ok. Im doing what i need to. im down from 247 to 230 and counting.but i have no support and my friends and family dont even wanna hear about it. I get that it causes them to look at their own lifestyles but I could really use some support. I... Read more
day 21
Thursday, July 29, 2010      1 comments

I just decided that I am going to set a goal of weighing under 200 lb by Christmas.that will me my gift to myself.To see for the first time in my life that I can master my weight and accomplish anything I set my mind too.Here is a picture of me ... Read more
day 20
Wednesday, July 28, 2010      1 comments

Where has the time gone? Its day 20 and when logging my cardio today i found myself half way through the week and over 100 calories over my goal for this week.Woot Woot! The scale isn't the only thing changing. While I will admit to gloomy mo... Read more
day 17
Sunday, July 25, 2010      4 comments

this week has been so hard for me emotionally.i think hormones have taken over my body however at today's weigh in i could smile and feel accomplished seeing 3 more pounds have found somewhere else to go:)i feel great.i have more energy and feel... Read more
day 15 too
Friday, July 23, 2010      1 comments

stayed pretty on track despite the intense mood.i didnt work out like i should have but i will hit the gym in the morning and hopefully the energy will improve my mood.goooood byeeee Friday.and good riddd dens.will check in in the morning.muahhh... Read more
day 15
Friday, July 23, 2010      1 comments

i dont want to eat.i dont want to drink water.i dont want to do anything at all but curl in a ball and forget.i dont even know y im blogging accept that i feel like its going to explode from the inside if i dont find a way to let it out. ... Read more
day 13
Wednesday, July 21, 2010      4 comments

i really appreciate everyone support yesterday.today is my 33rd birthday and i woke up feeling great about my choices yesterday and even better about how i feel today.im not super perky or anything, actually birthdays are hard for me but i didnt... Read more
day 12
Tuesday, July 20, 2010      3 comments

HELP!!!!!!!!!!ok friends.last night i lost my motivation and when i logged in this morning i find im still feeling down and unmotivated.any suggestions???? ... Read more
day 10
Sunday, July 18, 2010      2 comments

first weigh in.lost 2 pounds and im super pumped.i really worried i wouldn't lose anything this week because i went from drinking no water to almost 10 glasses a day and little exercise to exercising every other day.i feel happier and stronger a... Read more
day 9
Saturday, July 17, 2010      1 comments

ok...doing pretty good.drinking much more water and feeling more energy throughout the day.my moods have even improved, though i am hoping this saying about taking as long as you'v been in love with someone to get over them, is a myth, because i... Read more

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