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Feeling so low
Tuesday, September 20, 2016      7 comments

Typed on a mobile device -some of it wont make sense sorry. :/ In 2009, I had a bout of depression. It lasted for 7 months. Then, everything was okay until 2010 and I had anxiety and thyroid problems. I mention them together because it is my ... Read more
Encouragement for you today
Monday, September 19, 2016      8 comments

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A true funny story
Sunday, September 18, 2016      5 comments

When we moved into this neighborhood, my sister and I were talking and joking. We wondered what the neighbors were like and I pointed to next door and said, "That neighbor's name is "Bob." My sister laughed and said "You haven't even met him, yo... Read more
I don't want to get out of bed today
Saturday, September 17, 2016      5 comments

Sometimes, anxiety and depression get he best of me, especially with losing "friends" because I don't have others I can turn to. :( I know I need to eat vegetables more often and exercise but how am I suppose to get the motivation to drag myself... Read more
Why I hate alcohol
Friday, September 16, 2016      2 comments

Alcohol is such a remedy to stress and a doorway to good times for a lot of people. In moderation and with responsibility, that's fine. There is nothing wrong with that. When you decline or politely let someone know you don't drink, June C... Read more
Autumn is almost here!
Thursday, September 15, 2016      6 comments

What do you love about Fall? emoticon I love: Pumpkin spice cappuccino from the 7/11 ... Read more
Too many brownies
Wednesday, September 14, 2016      3 comments

Oops. The stress from this past week has just been way too much to handle. There's part of me that is angry that I will never have answers for how I was treated for so many years and they will never admit to wrongdoings. Everything I have done w... Read more
Why did I care?
Tuesday, September 13, 2016      5 comments

I wrote about the death of a friendship the other day. Before I wrote that blog and realized that it was silly to care about all of that, I did try one more time to make amends but if went horribly but that's for the better. The stuff I sincerel... Read more
Shaking the Kidneys
Monday, September 12, 2016      5 comments

A couple weeks ago, when I went to the doctor, the doctor (actually a PA) did a few simple tests like reflexes. Well, I was there because I hadpersistennt lower stomach pain. He listens to my back and then he takes one hand and balls it i... Read more
Death of a friendship
Saturday, September 10, 2016      6 comments

Excuse the errors, this was typed on a mobile device. When I was in middle school, I met a girl who was nice and kind. She is a little different than most of us. I will talk about why later on in the blog. We became friends and had la... Read more
What a momzilla!
Monday, September 05, 2016      4 comments

This weekend, I went to the bridal shop with my friend so she could pick out her wedding dress. It was fun and she found a dress pretty quickly! She fell in love with the third dress! She tried on just a handful. I was unaware of any tensi... Read more
Learning to overcome perfectionism
Sunday, August 21, 2016      6 comments

Nobody's perfect but we all strive to be our best. Some people set high standards for themselves but what happens when we don't do as well as aspected or reach our goals? It's challenging. Step 1: Try to stop comparing yourself becau... Read more
Not adventurous
Thursday, August 11, 2016      1 comments

Some people like to go on roller coasters and sky diving. Not me. There are fun, adventurous things I want to do but I have never been a thrill seeker. I would go zip lining or learn to surf. It's interesting how everyone is so different. I admi... Read more
California Oregon Arizona Washintgton Nevada
Thursday, August 04, 2016      3 comments

One day, I might move to a different state or stay in my home state but not in this location. If you live Or have ever lived in one of the mentioned states, what is your opinion? Of course I would visit myself but it is still nice to see what ot... Read more
Good progress so far!
Saturday, July 23, 2016      3 comments

Well, I began getting back on track a couple of weeks ago. Usually, I just maintain my weight and don't lose weight but this time, the numbers are going in the right direction! So far, 6.5 pounds down! Woohoo! I have an appointment in 1 mo... Read more

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