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Trying
Tuesday, November 08, 2011      10 comments

I am trying to get back on track. I did my weights today and I also did 60 min on the gazelle. I need to start all over again because of all the things that happened in the last 3 weeks. They have been very long and life changing for me. My s... Read more
Last
Monday, November 07, 2011      2 comments

This is the last step on the last day of this week long nightmare. I have to go at 5 to the grave sight were the burial of her ashes will be. Her husband passed away 6 years ago and so she already had a plot. Is it bad to be a little happy ... Read more
Wake
Sunday, November 06, 2011      13 comments

I am off to the wake for my sister. I really dread this, wish I did not have to go. I pray it goes well with no big issues , problems etc. It is hard telling with this family. The things you have to do in life that are not easy no matter h... Read more
Thanks
Saturday, November 05, 2011      8 comments

I am so grateful for you friends here on Spark. I just got a very beautiful plant from friends here on Spark. I have been doing a lot of crying and dealing, they really helped knowing someone was thinking of me at a time like this. I never real... Read more
Workout Again
Friday, November 04, 2011      7 comments

Today I just had to work out, I really needed it to get a lot of stress out. Having lots of personal issues going on with my sister passing. It has been very emotional for me. I have been put in the middle and it is not easy to deal with it a... Read more
SAD
Thursday, November 03, 2011      25 comments

I am very sad and weepy today. I lost my sister last night. SHe did not make it and she is gone now. She had 16 days of fighting and did not make it. So I lost my big sister who raised me like a Mom. Thanks for all your prayers it was ... Read more
Short
Tuesday, November 01, 2011      3 comments

Hi short blog tonight. Have a bad headache. Think it has to do with so much stress latley. My sister had her surgery this am and there are no changes really. I am getting very discouraged about it all.... Read more
Walking
Monday, October 31, 2011      5 comments

I finally made myself work out today. I went to see my sister came home, did my weight and did the gazelle. Then I had lunch. Then I walked to the hospital; to visit again and walked home again before dark. They changed her surgery to tomo... Read more
More Changes
Sunday, October 30, 2011      5 comments

So now they have decided to take my sister to OR tomorrow and put a trachea in because she cant have the tube down her throat for any longer or she will not ever speak. He the MD says she is improving but just very slow. It is 2 weeks now. The... Read more
Saturday
Saturday, October 29, 2011      1 comments

I had to stay at home today and just get things done. I have been very busy. I have kept in contact with my niece as to home my sis is doing. She is improving very slow. It felt good to get the dishes, laundry and clean bed today. ... Read more
Ongoing
Friday, October 28, 2011      6 comments

Well here I am again in the ICU she is very slowly improving. All they will say is this will take a long time for her to get well. She does look better and her vital signs are stable. It is long and tiring to be here everyday for her. The child... Read more
Blog From ICU
Thursday, October 27, 2011      12 comments

I decided to take my laptop to the hospital today. Hoping it will help the time go by. I cant stay in her room she is in an induced coma and I just want her to rest. I just jeep checking her every hour. I was not sure who would be here today. My... Read more
Tired
Wednesday, October 26, 2011      2 comments

I am getting worn out just sitting in the ICU waiting room. I think it is so emotional it is taking a lot out of me and the family. They are saying it will be a long road for my sister. I have given up for this week as to doing anything, she is... Read more
Update
Tuesday, October 25, 2011      9 comments

thanks friends for all your prayers. My sister just turned 67 she was put in the hospital on her birthday. It is so hard to see her in the ICU she is very bad. I am taking Mom to see her but I got angry with her when she told me she feels Carol... Read more
Not Well
Monday, October 24, 2011      7 comments

Spent the night in the ICU waiting room. No change in my sisters condition but at least she is no worse. The Dr. said it will be a so process getting her well. She has a long fight in front of her and I pray she does not give up. Pray she stay... Read more

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