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141 days till Hawaii.
Thursday, September 13, 2012      2 comments

So , i am supposed to go to Hawaii for a conference. DH and I decided to make a vacay of it--so I posted a picture of beautiful hawaiian coastline and am mentally imaging smaller version of me sitting on the beach. any emotional support is a... Read more
so where the heck are those endorphins?...
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      2 comments

so. today i'm feeling entirely blue. and i can't even blame it on PMS, 'cause it's not that time. Primal Blueprint book arrived yesterday--in case someone doesn't know, this is by the guy who has marksdailyapple.com, and advocates eating an... Read more
Saturday, January 15, 2011      0 comments

bought a 10 lb kettlebell (crappy one, but figured that for the beginning it will do). gotta tell ya--this stuff is awesome. did a 6 minute workout (one of those youtube things), got my heart pumping and all the muscles going and it didn't feel ... Read more
bathing suit woes
Thursday, January 13, 2011      0 comments

going on a first ever cruise with hubby; south caribbean no less. OBVIOUSLY i need bathing suits. ordered two from shapefx.com. on sale (of course)--why would i invest 100+ dollars into a gorgeous swimsuit that sucks in all the right places ... Read more
fat list
Thursday, January 13, 2011      2 comments

looked through my documents on google and found this gem from a few months ago as i was looking for motivation to lose weight. this is embarrassing, but i feel the need to share it. PLEASE do comment. embarrassment is helpful, makes the decisi... Read more
Monday, January 10, 2011      1 comments

this is what it usually boils down to. i can't do anything half-assed. if i'm sparking--i'm in it 100%. it consumes me. exercising and taking care of myself becomes a full time job, in addition to my other full time job (which is 50 hrs a week... Read more
back to the grind
Monday, January 10, 2011      2 comments

so my scale tells me i lost 8 lbs. frankly, I DON"T BELIEVE IT. my clothes are stil as tight on me as can be--like a frigging drum. my belly-roll is unchanged in size, and pants are very tight. am i the only one to whom this crap happens... Read more
pre-scheduled slip
Saturday, January 08, 2011      0 comments

went to a kiddo's birthday party. of course, ate everything in sight. probably well in excess of 2500K (closer to 3K) right now it doesn't bother me somehow. First of all, i had a fairly small brunch before that, second of all, i know my ne... Read more
beer belly
Thursday, January 06, 2011      4 comments

So, ever since i started working out a month ago, now i have a reasonable amount of belly muscle. with a FAT LAYER on top of it. it sticks out even more. wtf?.. also, sadly enough, NOTHING fits looser. NOTHING. i did start tracking calories ... Read more
Thursday, January 06, 2011      2 comments

got upset at work--and as usual, remembered why i overeat. When i get stressed, i get VORACIOUSLY hungry and i eat everythign in sight. and then i crash. and then i have no energy at all.. it's only 1pm. i already ate more than 2/3rds of my c... Read more
Wednesday, January 05, 2011      1 comments

so, after a yearly hiatus when i have TOTALLY failed --and i mean totally--I am back. the failure of the last year was--too many darn things to worry about. We moved from the city to a DEEEP suburbia. we bought a house. i changed jobs. endless... Read more
it's been almost 2 months.
Thursday, January 14, 2010      2 comments

i'm screwed. whatever 10 lbs i managed to lose by sparking in october-november--regained. feel awful really awful. can't get back on track despite continuously seeking motivation. hubby bought me a swimsuit (onepiece), and i have ROLLS... Read more
ok this totally sucked
Monday, November 30, 2009      4 comments

So, thanxgiving has come and gone. along with it came back like 4 lbs. not gone yet. i don't know what came over me. all i wanted to do was stuff my face. didn't help that stuffing was delicious (pork sausage, cornbread, apples, celery and s... Read more
Wednesday, November 25, 2009      0 comments

Oh Lordy Lordy Lordy. I've fallen off the wagon. Between the unending crap at work and thanksgiving cooking, i've been eating more than i should and not exercising. Yesterday i had a total binge--and i binged on, of all things, PORK SAUSASGE! u ... Read more
more musings and ramblings
Saturday, November 14, 2009      2 comments

i find that whenever i try to monitor my calorie count--it turns into an obsession. I start shopping for obscure ingredients, I actually cook (which i don't usually do, being content with stuffing my face with sandwiches from whatever my DH mana... Read more

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