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Im getting there
Friday, October 05, 2012      3 comments

Im starting to get into the mind set of being healthy. Its hard because when the trees start to change I start to crave chili everyday. I love my chili. I have been eatting a lot of apples and drinking more water, less pop. So far today I ha... Read more
A crappy day
Tuesday, September 18, 2012      2 comments

Ive been out of it today with a sore back and feeling sleepy and crappy all day. Ive ate junk food all day. So far Ive had 2 hot dogs, half of a large bag of cheese puffs, 2 pops, some jr mints, and a fun size butterfinger. I want to st... Read more
Change IS a good thing
Sunday, August 05, 2012      4 comments

A lot of people are scared of change and I am one of them. But I need to look at it in a different light. Change is a scary thing but when you do it for good reasons it should be exciting. Yesterday my aunt and I were talking about thin... Read more
laziness vs. being active
Thursday, July 12, 2012      2 comments

I have come to a realization that I am a lazy person. Let me explain. It’s not that I just don’t want to do anything, it’s that I can’t bring myself to do anything. I am very unhappy with myself and I don’t believe in myself so I have a ... Read more
Tuesday, July 03, 2012      5 comments

Me and my aunt have decided to have no sugar for one week. I know one week doesn’t sound like much but I know how our minds work. If we made it a month we would go crazy. If we do great for a week then I want to try and keep it up. I'v... Read more
Mind over matter
Sunday, June 24, 2012      1 comments

Tomorrow I need to really kick myself in the butt and get to work. I always over think things and make myself believe that something simple is impossible for me to do. It’s a mixture of having no confidence in me, low self esteem, fear, and th... Read more
So angry with myself
Friday, June 15, 2012      1 comments

I was doing ok and got down to 204 from 226 but now Im back up to 217. I never really tried hard enough. I think it was just some dumb luck that I got down to 204. Right now Im pissed at myself because if I had tried in High School, when I st... Read more
I heart my grammy
Wednesday, May 30, 2012      0 comments

Today I took my grams to her new doctor and I told the doc everything about grams. Yes I outed my own grams. But the doc needed to know these things. My grams isnt always so honest about her health. Doc asked her about how much salt she uses... Read more
My Plan
Sunday, May 13, 2012      0 comments

In the past when I would start a plan I would always over do it and be too sore or tired the next couple of days. I've been telling myself to do baby steps but I think my steps are just a little to baby-ish. Lets go for toddler steps this time... Read more
my health
Friday, April 27, 2012      0 comments

I hate how my mind cant connect to my body. I mentally want to get up and exercise, look up healthy meals, and get out of the house to do yard work and walk the dog. But my body doesn’t want to get up. I know that once I get up and start doin... Read more
cutting grass = wake up call
Monday, April 02, 2012      0 comments

Yesterday I finally got around to cutting our grass. It really needed it. I wasnt even half way through the front when I started to get tired. Its a large yard and I never even got to the back. When I was just finishing up the front I starte... Read more
Sunday, March 18, 2012      1 comments

This week I have not been eating good. Almost every night this week we’ve had a dessert. I haven’t weighed myself in over a month so this morning I decided to see what the damage was. 216 pounds. Shame. My lightest since I have been trying ... Read more
Getting on track
Thursday, March 08, 2012      0 comments

Since Monday night I have been better with what I have been eating. I still need to work on portions but at least Im not eating a bucket of fried chicken right. I also need to work on my fats; butter, oil, mayo. I heart mayo and butter. The... Read more
A bad week!
Monday, March 05, 2012      0 comments

Last Monday I did fine with how I ate but the rest of the week just got away from me. I stopped thinking about what to eat and I just ate. We ate out too many times and it didnt hit me until last night. We had ice cream out two nights in a ro... Read more
At least my toes are on the first step :)
Monday, February 27, 2012      1 comments

Ive still gotten no where. Sorta. I havent been working on what I eat (much) or my exercise BUT I have been giving myself small talks every day. The first thing I need to work on is my convidence. When I look at diet plan stuff I panic and j... Read more

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