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It happened again
Friday, March 26, 2021      9 comments

Wednesday morning my mom called me to tell me my grandpa had passed away. I was with my grandma the night before helping her get him ready for bed and ... Read more
A Year Later
Saturday, February 20, 2021      1 comments

A lot has happened since my last post. From March to July my grams foot was stressful with only seeing the doctor once a month compared to every week.... Read more
Sunday, March 29, 2020      0 comments

February: Been taking my grandma to dr appts for her diabetic ulcer on her foot which has now caused a bone infection. It takes a lot out of a person picking them up multiple times in a day mixed with stressing out about someones health. I never... Read more
Getting ready for next month
Sunday, January 19, 2020      2 comments

With my grandmas health and a few other things, this month has been exhausting. But i did noticed a few things about myself. I havent been craving sweets and when I do have something sweet (cake, cookies, donut) i start to feel sick like its too... Read more
Good Bye Mr. McDonald
Wednesday, January 08, 2020      3 comments

I got a gift card to mcdonalds for Xmas so we used it today to get it out of our way. I got a quarter pounder and it was salty 😝 The fries were salty too but I dipped them in some Carolina gold bbq sauce. The only good thing was the Sprite. I ... Read more
Fresh FRESH start
Tuesday, December 31, 2019      2 comments

In 2019 I have done a lot of thinking and observing how I react and think toward things like my thoughts and my food. I'm ready to jump in and try new things; thinking before i eat, making myself get up and move, positive thoughts, and just get... Read more
Putting my foot down
Friday, December 06, 2019      7 comments

I've been a member on here since September 2007 and nothing has changed. I exercise here and there and have done a few 30 day challenges but i know i havent put in my all. I still eat bad but i dont eat junk food as much and i've cut down on po... Read more
Next 2 weeks
Sunday, August 04, 2019      0 comments

For weeks now my sleep has been off due to my grandma staying up all night and sleeping through the day. Ive been tired with no energy but when I do have some I work in the yard. Weeding the large front flower bed seems to be taking all summer... Read more
Haven't given up
Thursday, April 25, 2019      4 comments

Im not going to lie, I haven't really changed anything. I still eat crap and drink coke. I did though do this app on my phone, Lose Weight in 30 days. I did the exercises for the full 30 days. Was able to hold a plank for a whole minute. Di... Read more
2019 so far
Tuesday, March 05, 2019      1 comments

Keeping it short because I have A LOT of house work today. Havent been to the gym yet because Ive been sick, bad weather, or low energy. Would like to head there some time this month. Havent been in over a year and I miss it. Ive bee... Read more
No more fastfood
Monday, February 11, 2019      3 comments

We ate out today and I feel like poop. I always do when we eat out and yet i still keep doing it. Need to work on eating clean and drinking just water. Just need to stay focused and work hard toward my goals.... Read more
My last post...
Thursday, December 20, 2018      2 comments

This will be my last blog post of the year so it will touch on a little of everything. Whenever I think about what I need to be eating, what I need to stop eating, the amount of foods, things I need to focus on I get stressed out and just p... Read more
Motivation from pain
Friday, December 07, 2018      3 comments

I was in the middle of doing dishes and someone from my past popped up in my head. I started to think about our friendship, how it slowly fell apart, and then how she made me out to be the villain. The thought of her makes my blood boil. She ... Read more
My skin, fear of the aftermath
Tuesday, November 20, 2018      1 comments

Im going to finally be honest with myself. I do want to drop A LOT of weight but my fear has always been the loose skin issue. I've been gaining weight since 2nd/3rd grade. I was 185 my freshman year and I started getting stretch marks ... Read more
Sides are the Star
Friday, November 09, 2018      0 comments

Every time I sit down to write up meals my head goes blank. I'll finally get a few down and then just move on to something else. Today I tackled the meal plan again thinking about fresh clean meals with no dairy (creamy sauces and cheese) and ... Read more

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