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week 75 of therapy
Wednesday, June 19, 2019      3 comments

This week in a therapy we discussed the many things that were going on in my life including the fact that I had no hot water all the sudden and other problems. We also listened to the remix of God Only Knows by For King & Country with Echosmith ... Read more
A new plan of attack for my weight release since I again regained my weight
Wednesday, June 05, 2019      5 comments

Apparently my previous scale didn't weigh me accurately and so I am now at 435 lbs. I have now lost all progress I had made previously. So I am back at square one now. However with me not tracking properly and also on the low fodmap diet and lo... Read more
Week 75 of therapy
Tuesday, June 04, 2019      2 comments

This week in therapy we discussed the fact that I didn't get the job at Aacer and the fact I have yet to call Menards back. I know that for me this came as a harsh blow to me. But I know that maybe it was not for the best for me to be there. Now... Read more
Strike one and two for jobs
Saturday, June 01, 2019      4 comments

I striked out twice now. I am both hurting and discouraged. I am feeling like someone punched me in the gut. I will leave it at that.... Read more
Week 74 of therapy and another update
Wednesday, May 29, 2019      2 comments

This week in therapy we discussed some of the doctors I have lost so far. We also discussed the fact that when I had my most recent procedure that I felt like a mummy because of the way the doctor and nurse wrapped up my leg and knee from it. I ... Read more
Interview went well today!
Thursday, May 23, 2019      5 comments

Today was my interview at Aacer Flooring. I would have to say that it went better this time around. The interviewer talked about my wages, benefits and other possible things I may get. He showed me around the place like before. However the ... Read more
week 73 of therapy
Tuesday, May 21, 2019      2 comments

This week in therapy we discussed many things. We discussed the fact that I wrote a song which I read to my therapist. I also discussed the fact that I had to be put on a diabetes med and a med for tremors to control mine. I also discussed the f... Read more
New song
Sunday, May 19, 2019      5 comments

Lord You are my strength 1. Lord You are my strength When I am weak You are my eyes When I am blind 2. You have shown me How to love the unlovable Just by my actions Not by my words 3. But you have been there Whe... Read more
slowly falling apart
Friday, May 17, 2019      3 comments

For those who don't know I am falling apart on the inside. I am not as strong as I appear on here. What I show you is a mask to hide the pain I am going through right now. I told my mom I am falling apart already. I am unsure how much longer I c... Read more
week 72 of therapy
Tuesday, May 14, 2019      1 comments

this week in therapy we discussed my fset requirements and how they are causing me to wear out too quickly and feel extremely very tired. I told my counselor about the issue and explained about how my mobility issues and how my pain conditions a... Read more
week 71 of therapy
Wednesday, May 08, 2019      2 comments

This week in therapy we discussed the fact that I had to look for work again through FSET and how I felt about it. I discussed the fact that Dr. Mike always opens his mouth and gets into trouble and ends up saying something that makes me laugh. ... Read more
week 70 of therapy
Saturday, May 04, 2019      2 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my mom and her being in pain. We also discussed my being diabetic. How I felt about it and how I knew it was coming but just wished it hadn't come so soon. We finished chapter 11 in the book Living Beyond Your F... Read more
BLC 40 SMART goals
Wednesday, May 01, 2019      6 comments

Here are my goals for the BLC 1. Drink 12 -14 glasses of water a day 2. Exercise 4 to 6x a week 3. St 3- 4x a week 4. Choose healthy snacks over sandwiches ... Read more
My life as it now stands
Saturday, April 27, 2019      5 comments

I want to let everyone know that I have been diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes now. I am now testing my blood sugars 2x a day. I have to make some changes. I am going to start with portion control since that is where I fail the most. I need to watc... Read more
An update for you on me
Friday, April 26, 2019      5 comments

Today I saw Sheila Teddy, Dr. Mike Kolczynski's partner and chose to tell her about my knees and how they were bothering me of late. She told me about some options for my pain like my cortisone shots and the rfas I get but for the knees. I chose... Read more

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