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Marchin into march
Sunday, February 28, 2010      3 comments

I cant believe that its the last day of feb. Wasnt the BEST month for me but I made it through and stepped on my scale this morning to 148. I'm okay with that. I obviously gained but it wasnt as bad as I was expecting (im guessing the 5 mile run... Read more
Becoming the little engine that could
Saturday, February 27, 2010      4 comments

after reading several blogs for motivation, ive decided what I am going to do. I am going to beat this and get through this rough patch. I've done it before and I know I can do it again! I already know that I am motivated enough to get to the gy... Read more
Feeling like a fraud
Saturday, February 27, 2010      4 comments

I still cannot get back on track. I read everyones advice about waiting and letting my new routine settle in, but i am so out of control. And whats worse, is that other people look to me for help with losing weight, working out and eating health... Read more
Last day in pediatrics
Thursday, February 25, 2010      4 comments

went to work this morning and i definitely was super worried about my day and my supervisor..but I walked in with my head held high. I saw that the other medical assistant that i really liked wasnt going to be in until after lunch (her and the p... Read more
almost fainted
Wednesday, February 24, 2010      7 comments

thats right, i almost fainted during the minor surgery procedure today. When the Dr. was getting a biopsy of the cervix and had to snip it twice. The noise in combo with the patients face of pain then seeing the blood ugh. I started seeing spots... Read more
im so tired!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010      6 comments

okay, i didnt make it to the gym at 5 am. My alarm went off and i was up by 5:15 but that was already too late. I have to be AT THE GYM at 5 or i wont have enough time to workout, shower and be ready. It would have taken me awhile to actually ge... Read more
career wise fabulous day, weight wise ugh!
Monday, February 22, 2010      5 comments

I had a phenominal day being a big kid today! I started off the morning watching the videos and taking tests which was boring. Then lunch was free catered by the drug reps. I guess its catered lunches EVERY monday, tuesday and thursday...totally... Read more
Feelin oh so good
Sunday, February 21, 2010      7 comments

I feel like my old self again!!! Actually, even BETTER!!! Today I ate within my ranges on ALL nutritional levels that spark people tracks for me!! Also, I was able to run 3 miles in 30 minutes without the foot hurting! WOO HOO! It was a great ... Read more
recharged and ready to go!
Saturday, February 20, 2010      6 comments

FINALLY!! I'm feeling a lot better today. I didnt really give myself the option to feel anything BUT better. Started off the morning with a homemade smoothie with whey protein, bee pollen, wheat germ, mixed berries, greek yogurt, non fat milk ... Read more
breaking down
Thursday, February 18, 2010      15 comments

im in the middle of a breakdown. I came home to my mother and my sister attacking me. It all started with me trying to talk to my mom about my sister and the issues im having. It just snowballed from there and resulted in me crying (which i hate... Read more
We broke up
Wednesday, February 17, 2010      14 comments

thats right, the boy and I are no longer together. He was playing games with me by being rude, then trying to be funny when it really wasnt funny, to not answering my calls or my texts to calling me and leaving me generic messages. Its enough. H... Read more
update on the boy (LONG BLOG)
Tuesday, February 16, 2010      15 comments

im shocked at all of the support and love i have received not only from my regular readers but from new friends as well. Your comments have lifted me up and made me feel so wonderful, i cant thank you enough. okay ready? here we go... So yes... Read more
can pretty much bet i got dumped
Sunday, February 14, 2010      19 comments

ok OFFICIALLY he didnt say the words.. heres what happend: I got sick of waiting around for him to call. So what did i do? Around 11 i gave him a call. of course, no answer. So i waited another hour and I text him "dude whats goin on?" he t... Read more
confused but may just be sensitive
Sunday, February 14, 2010      10 comments

so the boy. he hasnt called or text me in a couple of days..last we talked he mentioned he was going to be crazy busy with work working 18 hour days and saturday he had a huge event he was going to have to work. okay understandable. But today is... Read more
absolutely ridiculous.
Thursday, February 11, 2010      14 comments

there is absolutely no excuse for my behavior. I could try and blame it on my foot but honestly there is NO reason for it. I have NOT been eating healthy at ALL. I've gotten back into horrible eating habits this week and I am honestly beyond fru... Read more

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