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Weekends are great!
Sunday, March 04, 2012      5 comments

What I can´t get used to being employed is that I only got the weekends to make longer projects on my own... I truly enjoy to have two days ahead of me where I don´t have to go places, don´t have to produce stuff... the weather is absolutely won... Read more
Sorry, ms Black-or-white, but you have to go!
Saturday, March 03, 2012      5 comments

As I try to make good achiveable goals for march I realise that ms Black-or-white is a HUGE meddler - she wants me to be very strict and exact about the goals and I know h... Read more
This and that
Friday, March 02, 2012      3 comments

I have that deadline at work and have decided to wait with march goals until the weekend but so far one of them will be to continue the "sink quest" for another month. I would really like to get that habit permanent but without accountabiity I a... Read more
New month
Thursday, March 01, 2012      2 comments

Not the best way to start - waking up with a severe headache and knowing that I have to work hard all day. I belong to a mailinglist with journalists, pr-people, politicians and lawyers - I have been there since 1996 and become friends with... Read more
Önskningar (wishes)
Wednesday, February 29, 2012      5 comments

The last letter of the swedish alphabet and the last day of february emoticon I did ! Yesterday it was reall... Read more
Ärlighet (honesty)
Monday, February 27, 2012      6 comments

I don´t consider myself as a particularly honest person, on the other hand I have an almost brutally honest side. One of the basic requirements for twelve step program is honesty. The introduction we read at the start of every meeting says... Read more
Ångest (anxiety)
Monday, February 27, 2012      6 comments

When I was about 38 I had some moths of serioud anxiety attacks. I used to wake up at night and lie there with a pounding heart and not knowing how to survive. I went out walking in the night, this was in winter and I had a track that was about ... Read more
Sunday, February 26, 2012      2 comments

...This is an english word I never noticed before and I had to look it up to know what it meant. When I think about what is making me zealous today I get happy because it is a gift to be able to feel it about life. I often get zealous by AA and ... Read more
Saturday, February 25, 2012      2 comments

Do I miss youth? Yes and no. I miss that energy that allowed me to work for sixteen hours, sleep four and work again. I miss having an eternity in front o me, it never occured that my days were numbered. I miss the body that had n... Read more
Friday, February 24, 2012      4 comments

Wow - this alphabet suite of blogs are approaching the end, I am a little impressed by myself who has kept it up... it was easier to do the january theme of reflecting about Daily meditations and I am not finished yet, but taking on the letter "... Read more
Thursday, February 23, 2012      6 comments

The issue that takes up far too much of my life - weight. Getting obsessed by the scale, getting obsessed with counting calories and calculating on how fast I can lose the amount of kilos I need to lose. I was asked once to hold a lecture t... Read more
Wednesday, February 22, 2012      4 comments

My consumption of vegetables varies - I have to plan it because I am not brought up with it. When I was young there was not that many vegetables around - canned carrots and peas not very nice...School lunch did not have any vegetables for the fi... Read more
Tuesday, February 21, 2012      5 comments

The letter from my lawyer threw me off balance and made me feel restless, worried and off balance. I knew that I would end up eating if I didn´t do something so I tried to apply the twelve step program - prayed and shared with friends in recover... Read more
Monday, February 20, 2012      10 comments

I am trying not to join too many team at spark - have found that I don´t visit them anyway and if I am in a team I should be a little active. In my "Morning spark routine" I huddle with five teams and write something on the boards as well - all ... Read more
Sunday, February 19, 2012      3 comments

I have always been able to sleep whenever I wanted and anywhere without getting distrubed. Nowadays I still have the blessing of being able to fall asleep easy but I wak up many times during the nigt at times. That maked me sleepy int the day... Read more

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