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Update for the New Year 2014
Wednesday, January 01, 2014      3 comments

I have never been so ready for a new year. 2013 I was so sure was going to be the year that turned things around and rather it was the year I lost my father, aunt, my neighbor, the woman I was caring for, for awhile and mother of a best friend.... Read more
Eating Healthy When Dirt Poor #1
Sunday, November 03, 2013      3 comments

With fruits and vegatables, never let anything to waste. Any even on a low budget add some. A) Avoid the grocery store. Check at local u-pick farms, organic farms, road side stands. A few bug holes are not the end of the world. If you ... Read more
Been too Long
Saturday, November 02, 2013      3 comments

My Computer has died and life has been full so it has been an extremely long time since blogging. What's been happening? 1) a long spring and summer of laying in bed while not feeling well at all. The only thing that gave me joy ways ... Read more
About Face
Saturday, August 03, 2013      4 comments

I've made an appointment for next Wednesday with a preventative health doctor. I've decided to proactively stop the chemo agents and look at other ways to heal my body. My pragmatic side is hating this. All my training focuses my on tradition... Read more
8lbs in 8 days not the way to do it
Wednesday, June 12, 2013      5 comments

To day was the first time in 8 days, I was able to keep food down. My infusion last Monday did a double loop on me. I'd take the hit if now that I'm eating again the inflammation was gone: it is not. Worst than ever. Call into the docto... Read more
Coming out of the blackness of hell
Wednesday, June 05, 2013      5 comments

Nine deaths in four months. Having a super tight budget. Having a body that is hurting more than ever. Having run short on funds for everything, Including basic repairs - replacing lights, fixing A toilets, replacing a broken door hand... Read more
One goal down
Thursday, May 09, 2013      3 comments

Got my fathers obituary written and submitted. I keep second guessing myself and thinking of more to put in but you can't put all of a personal's life on a piece of paper. I've started on be more aware on eating..this time to eat as I've b... Read more
Butt Kick for a new day
Friday, May 03, 2013      2 comments

You know why it is good to be part of a community? Cuz just when you fall down and think there is no way to get up someone points out the obvious. I'm pretty smart, but life side smacked me and then steam rolled me. I use to log exer... Read more
Wish I could start
Tuesday, April 23, 2013      5 comments

I feel frustrated. Life normally spring back for me in Spring. The bit of extra warmth allows my winter RA frozen body to unthaw, the Vitamin D filled sunlight to jazz my deleted spirit and the longer days the time line to fit everything in. ... Read more
Looters and Heros
Saturday, April 13, 2013      3 comments

The last few months have been more than trying. It has been a time of emotional, physical, mental, time and financial drain. I love how people attempting to help encourage one through a time period like this will lightly say "take time for you... Read more
Check please, one mass of sore
Sunday, February 24, 2013      4 comments

When you've had enough and are ready to wrap it up...you ask for the check. CHECK PLEASE! So non stop since the last I blogged. My friend's mother passed away and I attended her viewing. It was happy to see her youthful pictures an... Read more
20 to 16 size pants in 5 days
Wednesday, February 06, 2013      7 comments

Wish I had a pill to sell, as all sorts of people that don't know the spark wisdom of portion control, more vegetables and fruit, water rich every, fiber, moving more, a committed time period of exercise, getting enough sleep, giving your body t... Read more
prays after 18hrs of sleep in 4 days
Thursday, January 24, 2013      2 comments

So mad at God last night...was praying why why..two parents in the hospital... HE answered back I just answered what was asked for....how can that be God? Who would want this situation? Well, your mom every night said can't I catch a break ... Read more
Broken hip
Tuesday, January 22, 2013      4 comments

My mom not me last night, so now both of my parents will be in the hospital/care facility for a long while...now so much to do. Irony in that i was feeling run down yesterday and had decided to make today a me day to exercise to a yard clean u... Read more
Will the end please come
Tuesday, January 15, 2013      8 comments

I'm just going to put the words out there. My father has no quaility of life left. He has been pulling out his nasal feeding tube and trach. So today he went for a minor surgery to place a feeding tube directly to his stomach. He was 3.5 hou... Read more

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