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June 24, 2019
Monday, June 24, 2019      2 comments

Back again to complain how much I feel like a failure. I have a couple good days and fall right back to where I was before I started. I am struggling with my depression and anxiety which makes it even more difficult to deal with the weight. ... Read more
Totally bombed AGAIN!!
Wednesday, June 12, 2019      5 comments

I don’t know if I should quit now or keep trying. I am so tired of this constant struggle with food. I just want to live and not think about food every second of my life. Why does everyday have to feel like a struggle. Especially during pms t... Read more
September 19, 2018
Wednesday, September 19, 2018      0 comments

I am on day three of my challenge with myself to start exercising again and eat my way to better health. So far I have bombed. PMS does play a factor but my mental health also does. The past few months have been mentally difficult for me. I'... Read more
February 28
Wednesday, February 28, 2018      3 comments

Today is starting out as very stressful. Yesterday my dog tore my house apart. Tore my expensive curtains to shreds, bent curtain rods. This is only half of the destruction. My husband is mad and wants to get rid of her. I have no idea what... Read more
February 27, 2018
Tuesday, February 27, 2018      2 comments

I am feeling okay today. Yesterday was mentally hard on me. For some reason I felt really down all day like I wanted to cry. I just kept telling myself, you can do this, stay strong and stay focused. The self talk really worked for me yester... Read more
Friday February 23, 2018
Friday, February 23, 2018      1 comments

I am still struggling with life and myself and most of us in life. I strive to feel good about myself and my body as I have from day one. I keep getting stuck in the same circle. I do good for a couple days then hit a wall. I'm hoping this w... Read more
Healing
Tuesday, September 19, 2017      0 comments

I haven't been working out due to an injury. I was in steroids to heal this injury and good old steroids sent me on a wild mental roller coaster as it usually does. My neck is better but now my brain hurts and I have been eating like a pig. E... Read more
July 9
Sunday, July 09, 2017      2 comments

Well camping vacation wasn't a Total bust. I did get some exercise but not enough. Not crazy about getting on the scale tomorrow morning but I'll do it because I need to get myself back to reality. ... Read more
June 30, 2017
Friday, June 30, 2017      3 comments

Feeling decent today, so far! I am a little apprehensive about the upcoming vacation week! CAMPING! Hoping I can keep up this good thing I have going. I did go over my calories yesterday but I still logged so Im looking at that as a small vict... Read more
June 22, 2017
Thursday, June 22, 2017      5 comments

Feeling pretty good today! Didn't do so hot last night but I'm back on track! I'm hoping that with this blog, even if no one reads it, it will help me keep moving forward on my journey! I feel like I am finally at a place where I can help mys... Read more
February 13
Monday, February 13, 2017      3 comments

Still struggling to keep myself going. Having a hard time finding the mojo to workout but the good news is that i keep coming back to the site. There is still some hope for me yet!... Read more
2/9/17
Thursday, February 09, 2017      2 comments

Feeling Blah today. Snacked too much last night on cheese and crackers after eating healthy all day. Ugh!! Stress snacking sucks! I have three kids and I work full time. Trying to meet everyone needs and maintain a healthy lifestyle sometime... Read more
February 8
Wednesday, February 08, 2017      3 comments

I am down 5 pounds since I started!! So excited!! I have had a couple bad days but I am mostly staying on track. Exercising has been difficult because I have had a cold for what feels like forever (really a couple weeks) and have a bad back. I... Read more
New Beginning
Tuesday, January 24, 2017      1 comments

Trying very hard to stay focused and eat healthy. I am very upset with myself that I let myself get to this point. I weigh as much as I did when I was pregnant. I struggle with anxiety and depression and my entire life I have had weight issue... Read more
Monday
Monday, August 29, 2016      3 comments

So I had a tough weekend eating wise. I'm going through a lot of emotional stuff right now and I go from overeating and not exercising to under eating. Can't seem to find a happy medium. Unfortunately stress does that to me, but I am back tod... Read more

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