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Junk Food for Little Ones?
Sunday, October 19, 2014      4 comments

I was reading a community board discussion and was going to reply to it but thought better as to not offend anyone, so then I decided to blog about it because no one in the discussion is in my group so they most likely won't see it. The title o... Read more
Getting it together
Saturday, October 18, 2014      1 comments

So far so good...but it's only been a week. I am trying to take baby steps because I know that even though it won't provide quick results it will be better for me in the long run. Struggling with getting up in the morning to run. I used to lo... Read more
My Struggle
Friday, October 17, 2014      3 comments

I can't help but be angry. I am angry that I have to struggle with my weight. Angry at my genetics (yes my genetics for all the good it does me). I long more than ever to be that kind of person who can eat whatever, work out whenever and stil... Read more
Here we go again!
Tuesday, October 14, 2014      1 comments

How do you go from being in the best shape of your life to the heaviest you've ever been? I don't know how I let it happen but I did. I now weight almost 230 pounds...it hurts to even type it. I am disgusted with myself, but now is the time to ... Read more
back again
Tuesday, November 02, 2010      0 comments

Gave up for a little, gave up on just about everything, but I'm back now to give it another go. Sometimes I tell myself that I may as well give up for good cuz nothing I do is ever going to work, but then no matter how many times I try and fail,... Read more
Not doing so good
Saturday, May 15, 2010      4 comments

I have really not done well these past few days. I didn't even make it two weeks without screwing up, and that really just...well it sucks. I have felt better about losing the weight this time than I think I ever have, but this week I was just ... Read more
Friday, May 14, 2010      4 comments

My husband tells me that I am beautiful the way I am. I tell him he is crazy. In a way it kind of makes me mad because I know that he is lying. I weigh 50 pounds more than I did the day we met and I know that this can't have been easy for him... Read more
Feel like I'm Slipping
Thursday, May 13, 2010      2 comments

Doing okay with the food these past couple of days, not so good with the excersize. Just flat out did not have time yesterday and today, I just got back from a long road trip, and I really flat out just don't feel like it. I've tried so many t... Read more
The Root of All Evil
Wednesday, May 12, 2010      2 comments

Okay, so I really couldn't care less what anyone says about money...for me sweets are the root of all evil. They are always there in the cabinet, calling my name, call me crazy, but I swear they are. I know what you are thinking...get rid of t... Read more
Today is Better
Wednesday, May 12, 2010      2 comments

Feeling much much better about this whole thing today. I think maybe the tough part about it is that when you are trying to loose weight it takes over your whole entire life, ya know. Like when you are out riding around and your husband and ki... Read more
This is Hard
Monday, May 10, 2010      5 comments

I feel so very hungry. I know that I shouldn't be but it's like stress makes me think that I'm hungry.I know that if I want to see any results I really have to cut out the sweets, I know I have to excersixe, but after I get done with the daily g... Read more