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my broom is where???
Sunday, March 08, 2015      3 comments

So today is Sunday and I had plans....Did the dishes, set up meds, put a load of laundry in and straightened up the house. Was going to clean the kitchen up sweep and think about mopping so I looked everywhere for my broom....Asked the boys - no... Read more
what am I doing
Saturday, March 07, 2015      5 comments

Taking things one step at a time....Moving forward is not easy, and it is pretty scary too. I have all the tools I need, I even have the help to do it with so although it is a slow and drawn out process I am getting it and I am doing it...... Read more
OOOOOH I hate white stuff!!!!
Friday, March 06, 2015      5 comments

Hope that we do not get anymore snow! Hope that it goes away quickly! It's not that it bothers me to drive in it cause I can drive in it, it's just that I really don't like it!!!! Not even as a child...I remember ice skating, ice fishing, snowmo... Read more
In code 3 headed for code 4
Thursday, March 05, 2015      5 comments

Due to the weather outside we are in a code 3 and although I don't know much about what that means considering I come from Vermont and snow is the norm but I do understand what a code 4 is....Apparently it means no driving what so ever! I hate s... Read more
A friend may come and stay with me
Wednesday, March 04, 2015      4 comments

So while Kelley is gone "figuring out what she wants" I may have a friend come from home and stay with me. I was not ever what you would consider independent so I am learning but with 4 kids even thought 3 are adults I could use the company....S... Read more
She's leaving.....
Tuesday, March 03, 2015      5 comments

Kelley is going to Oklahoma. She is going to see her mother and some other family members, find a house and a job then come back and let me know what she wants....She can't figure it out here she needs time on her own....I get it but I don't hav... Read more
would you please make up your mind?
Monday, March 02, 2015      4 comments

It was bad enough when she told me she wasn't in love with me anymore. Now she tells me she doesn't think she can be without me.....WHAT does that even mean?? She didn't suddenly say baby I was wrong I am in love with you, she just said she does... Read more
can't miss me until she's gone
Sunday, March 01, 2015      5 comments

She don't know if she will miss me cause it is hard to know if your going to miss someone who is still here....After she leaves if she decides she is actually still in love with me she will come back for me.... I would have followed her to the e... Read more
How long before I don't have to fake it
Saturday, February 28, 2015      6 comments

Yes I am faking it! I get up and pretend everything is ok....The kids don't need to see that I my heart is broken, Kelley does not need my hurt thrown in her face. It is what it is but how long before I can get up everything is ok?? How long bef... Read more
Well it is a start anyway
Friday, February 27, 2015      5 comments

my oldest daughter thinks that we can keep the house just her and I. I myself think we need a room mate so I have talked to a couple people and they will get back to me. I am thinking of ways to cut bills. This is what I have figured out so far ... Read more
have no idea where to go from here
Thursday, February 26, 2015      7 comments

I feel like with what is happening between her and I my life is going down the toilet and I can't figure out what to do or where I go from here. If one more person says I should go live with my dad and his wife I am going to snap, I swear. Why w... Read more
I trying to figure out how to...
Wednesday, February 25, 2015      6 comments

how to what? Move on? Pick up the pieces? What do you do when your partner for 17 years tells you out of the blue she will always love you but she is not in love with you anymore? How do you move on from there? If falling out of love is so easy ... Read more
I am on spark today because
Tuesday, February 24, 2015      6 comments

I am having a rough day and thought instead of just going back to bed and crying self to sleep I would get up and walk on my treadmill (not counting for exercise cause I got 3 and half hours of back to back classes tonight) and am doing spark! Y... Read more
going to the gym
Monday, February 23, 2015      2 comments

getting ready to go for my classes at the gym and thought I would do a little spark.... Read more
moving on
Sunday, February 22, 2015      4 comments

need to move on from negative things and people in my life... Easier said then done but I am going to get there, I am going to do this cause it's better for me. I need to stop putting other people and things before what is good for me. Hope ever... Read more

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