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wake up call
Saturday, June 27, 2009     

when i first began to gain weight i didn't really trip off it. because i was still small. yesterday i had a ruid awakening. all my it want matter caught up with me yesterday. i went shopping for new clothes. i am excited because i going on vacat... Read more
Letting go
Monday, June 22, 2009     

Today i was really still angry over what some one did to me on mothers day. so as revenge i waited to send him the same generic text i received on mothers day. i was hurt and disappointed because i thought he and i had an closer relationship tha... Read more
Why do i sabbotage myself?
Sunday, June 21, 2009     

Today i went to dinner with some friends.I have know these people for years.In fact i use to date their brother. they treat me like family. However i felt uneasy at times. It is my weight. i have truly become selfconcious. No one says anything h... Read more
Letting it all out
Friday, May 29, 2009     

Sometime some of the hardest thing in weight loss isn't food but what is truly eating you. For me I decided to make a list today of what bothers and have been bothering me for a long time. 1. No relationship with my dad. He was basicially a... Read more
Measurements
Sunday, March 22, 2009     

emoticon Today I wanted to just cry. Sometime we know we are over weight yet we still be in denial about things. W... Read more
Happiness
Sunday, March 01, 2009     

Happiness can be defined in many ways. It depends on the person. My ideal of happiness use to be treating myself to expensive rich foods. I thought this what made me feel great. It only gave me a temporary high. I also went off on the deep end ... Read more
Loving me
Wednesday, February 11, 2009     

For years i felt I was unworthy of being cared for or loved. It was something I always wanted. In my mind I would think well my dad didn't want me. My step father molested me for years. I mean I was just a basket case. I would go as for as to th... Read more
Forgiveness
Sunday, September 28, 2008     

Sometime I would wonder why I ate the way I did. I never connected my emotions to my feelings. I never thought about old hurt and pains. Until recently when in a weeks time. I encountered a message about forgiveness. My first encounter was ... Read more

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