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A Year Later...
Monday, September 06, 2010      3 comments

A year later and I am back to the same weight I weighed this time last year. It is easy to get down on myself and talk about where I could be had a not quit the program and gained back 20 pounds, but it isn't very productive to go that route, s... Read more
A Year Later...
Monday, September 06, 2010      0 comments

A year later and I am back to the same weight I weighed this time last year. It is easy to get down on myself and talk about where I could be had a not quit the program and gained back 20 pounds, but it isn't very productive to go that route, s... Read more
1/8/10 - Disappointed with Weigh-In
Friday, January 08, 2010      5 comments

I came back to my Spark program this past week after taking a two-month break. In that two months (and the holidays!) I had gained just under 1 pound. I weighed in on January 1st, ready to start the new year and get back on program. This past... Read more
1st Binge in 6 months - feeling sick
Wednesday, September 23, 2009      2 comments

I started my Spark plan 6 months ago today. And up until today, I have been beinge free for all six of those months. I am not sure why I decided today of all days that I wanted desperately to binge, but I did. I planned to do it, I went out a... Read more
9/18/09 - Defining
Friday, September 18, 2009      2 comments

I have kind of taken a break from my program the past week or so. Last Thursday, I had some pain reappear in my right leg, running from my knee up through my lower thigh. I had this same pain about three years ago, the last time I did a diet/e... Read more
Got to get back on program
Sunday, August 16, 2009      3 comments

No seriously. I haven't been doing too great staying on program for about a month now. The past two weeks have been the worst yet. In this past week, I was on program only two days (in regards to tracking my food and staying within my all... Read more
Feeling disgusted and disappointed with myself
Monday, July 27, 2009      7 comments

Twenty days of easing up my program has turned things in the wrong direction. The scale is moving the wrong way, despire my continued exercise. It seems that I cannot allow myself a few treats, and a few breaks with my eating because it mental... Read more
Struggling: Changed my plan
Tuesday, July 07, 2009      4 comments

I've been having a hard time lately. Been struggling to keep in my calorie range, been dragging my butt to the gym grudgingly... Three months in and I am starting to feel a touch of burnout. Yesterday, I suffered a very, very strong desire... Read more
Day 82: Psycho Scale
Friday, June 12, 2009      3 comments

Okay. So I went ahead and got on the scale this morning. When I first stepped on, it said I had lost 4 pounds! Since Monday. Yeah, that is a little extreme. As much as I would love to be able to drop 4 pounds in five days, it seemed a bit to... Read more
Day 81: Dilemmas and Discussions
Friday, June 12, 2009      2 comments

Thursday night. Scott wants me to weigh in tomorrow morning and stop weighing on Monday mornings because I have been having a habit of overdoing it on Saturdays and thus freaking out about my Monday morning weigh-ins. He figures if I weigh in ... Read more
Day 78: Forget about losing weight, how can I lose my mind?
Monday, June 08, 2009      3 comments

Seriously. My mind is going to ruin me. I was so depressed and so worked up last night about one bad day of eating that I was just about in tears at bedtime. And my husband, my wonderful cheerleader, went on and on about how great I am lookin... Read more
Day 77: Part II
Monday, June 08, 2009      2 comments

Not looking forward to my weigh in tomorrow morning. But I have done everything I can do to try to remedy my mistake from Saturday. I did 90 minutes on the Elliptical Machine this evening. I couldn't stay on any more than that, I was startin... Read more
Day 77: Still going... weekends are tough
Sunday, June 07, 2009      3 comments

I woke up this morning and am barely able to open my eyes. I have vicious eye allergies this spring, and since I don't carry any health insurance, I can't exactly go to the doctor and get a prescription. I am still taking Benedryl daily, but a... Read more
Day 71: Very Discouraging Weigh-In
Monday, June 01, 2009      7 comments

I am feeling extremely discouraged this morning after my weigh-in. I had a great on-program week this past week. I stayed within my calorie range all week, most days in the low end with the weekend days in the mid to high end. I burned over 5... Read more
Day 66: A 12 minute mile!!!
Thursday, May 28, 2009      5 comments

Okay, so maybe a 12 minute mile isn't anything that most people would get excited about, but I am ecstatic. My first week, back somewhere in the first 10 days, I got on the treadmill and was devastated that I could barely walk a 17 minute mile.... Read more

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