Lost my spark...
Sunday, May 09, 2010 9 comments
Am I the only one who loses motivation? I've been able to maintain the weight I have lost (a whole 5 lbs but at least its something). I'm having the hardest time doing the exersizing. It shouldn't be the hardest thing to do. But it is. I love th... Read more
Wow do my calves hurt.
Sunday, April 18, 2010 2 comments
So I went to the MN zoo with a couple of friends yesterday. Walked around for 5 hours. Went home for an hour or so and left to meet some more friends for dinner then we went to a concert. Ran around and danced at the bar. My calves are thanking ... Read more
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 5 comments
Ok...I'm feeling frustrated and need to get it out of my brain before it does bad things to me. This week has been bad. I am frustrated about a couple different things and that is sabotaging my eating. I'm not eating emotionally. Actually, I thi... Read more
Wednesday, April 07, 2010 10 comments
So I seem to have lost some of my momentum. Not terribly surprising. I get really excited about something and then lose interest. Its not that I don't want to continue losing weight. I most certainly do want to lose weight. I just am not sure I ... Read more
Kinda frustrated, but excited too?
Friday, April 02, 2010 5 comments
Ok, so, I have been working out. Granted, its been cardio only so far, but I have gone to the gym and been good about doing it. I have been keeping an eye on what I eat and the portion sizes as well. But only 1 lb? *sigh* I realize this is... Read more
Reading The Spark
Friday, March 19, 2010 2 comments
I got my book Monday, but I hadn't really gotten a chance to read it until Weds. Then again yesterday. So far I'm really enjoying it. It is giving me things I haven't ever thought of to think about. My brain feels full as I try to decide how I e... Read more
Frustrated, hormonal and angry
Sunday, March 14, 2010 3 comments
I'm off to such a great start, eh? So I am frustrated with a couple things in my life. I am trying to figure out how to get my butt back in school. Part of my frustration there is that I can't find some of the information and I need to make an a... Read more
Sunday, February 28, 2010 1 comments
So, I've tried dieting before. I lost down to 180 lbs then freaked out. The barrier I had against the world was going away and I didn't know how to deal with that or cope with the change. I didn't feel I had the support to help my brain change e... Read more