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offended-don´t know how i should deal with it
Sunday, May 09, 2010      28 comments

as everyone knows zakariya and ayman goes to a physio therapist for atem therapy as their lungs are so bad(less than 50% lung function)the one for ayman that professor von meutius recomended had been on holiday since ayman has had his atem thera... Read more
blog over blogging
Sunday, May 09, 2010      3 comments

sorry i haven´t been blogging lately but time has been scarse and i have loads of blogs going round in my head.rather than putting it altogether in one blog like i usually do i will deal with it all in seperate blogs.because of the time i wouldn... Read more
is the lowest prise always the best value for the money!
Friday, April 30, 2010      7 comments

first iwouldn´t want to my husband to know i did what i am just going to blog about as he will give me a never ending lecture so EVER-HAPPY if you read this mom the word when you next see lotfi.also diana from my BBB team hear.i am really not us... Read more
kinder,illness´s computers,life.etc,etc,etc.
Thursday, April 22, 2010      20 comments

first i just have to say how great it is to be back,i have really missed spark people and all the people here.it is like a addiction.the reason i haven´t been around is that my soon to be 17month old(in a few days)broke my computer.as if he was ... Read more
thought it was time to make time for another blog.
Sunday, April 11, 2010      15 comments

so here it is.i am tired as all the kids are ill again but apart from that and my hay fever i have never felt better.for the first time in a long time(so long i can´t remember when it was)i have not had to give in or fight even emotional eating/... Read more
every cloud has a silver lining.
Friday, March 26, 2010      14 comments

sorry i am abit late writting this blog but life seemed to get in the way. after all the stress with waiting for aymans test results which was negative thanks be to god.i learned a valueale lessons for me.and that is that i can stop my emotion... Read more
up date,aymans test results.boy am i peeved.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010      20 comments

here is the score.i phoned the hospital yesturday at 10am the sister who answered the phone took my number and said the dr would phone.every time the thone would ring i was on tender hooks.a couple of times it rung and when i picked it up they h... Read more
still waiting for the results of aymans test.
Saturday, March 20, 2010      12 comments

phoned the hospital for the results of aymans cystic fibrousis test on thursday.the person on the phone said they have just got the test results but she couldn´t give it out to me.i have to phone back on monday to speak to professer von meutius ... Read more
zakariya and aymans lung specialist visit.update.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010      10 comments

yesturday was at the lung specialist with the kids.the result was not good for both of them. zakariya lung funtion has gone down again,she put him on atibiotics,doubled his dose of viani forte and also add acc with the pari boy.renewed the ... Read more
dr put ayman on what she calls the full programme=emotional eating.
Monday, March 08, 2010      14 comments

ayman was really bad again yesturday and in the night(not that he has been really healthy for a long time)but he was a lot worse.so this morning was back to the dr and she has put him once again on what she calls the full programme.which means a... Read more
under 250lbs
Saturday, March 06, 2010      14 comments

when you read the title you would think i was doing good but when you think i hit this goal on my birthday last year(1st of may)i haven´t really come far or have i?i think yes in one sense i have ,i put weight back on but this time it hasn´t sta... Read more
thanks paula for the reminder.
Sunday, February 28, 2010      4 comments

hi this is just to say to paula thanks for the reminder that we can do this.i read paulas blog this morning and her saying how near she is getting to under 300lbs it made me realise how near i was to getting under 250lbs again.1 more lb to go.th... Read more
lookinf forward again,baby steps here we go again.
Saturday, February 27, 2010      11 comments

first i once again want to thank each and everyone of you again for your friendship,support,encourageme
nt and just for being there.it is much appreciated and the thanks come from the heart.it has been a hard year for me with the last two wee... Read more
and the stress goes on is it never ending.
Sunday, February 21, 2010      12 comments

today i spent the whole day in emergancy,infact two emergency´s as the first hospital sent me by ambulance to the second hospital.for once it was not for one of the kids but for me.i haven´t been feeling to good for ages but because of my family... Read more
time to snap out of it.
Saturday, February 20, 2010      13 comments

first i want to thank all my spark friends for putting up with my bad mood,depression etc this week each and everyone of you.it has been a real tough week for me and i hit rock bottom yesturday.as you can see by my name i am not one to stay at r... Read more

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