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resetting my life,or should that be goal setting.
Monday, December 14, 2009      12 comments

for the last two and a half weeks since i had my shock over ayman(seems longer than that really)have i let my emotions get away with me and my eating as well.so much so that in two weeks i have put on 8lbs.it is now the time to reset my life and... Read more
i thank all of you for all the comments on my last blog
Friday, December 04, 2009      3 comments

i thought it would be easyier to thank everyone who commented on my last blog through this blog.at the moment i don´t have the time and if i was honest the energy to go to everyone´s spark page to thank them personally for their comments so i th... Read more
yesturday i had the most horriblist of shoichs and am still reeling from it.
Monday, November 30, 2009      14 comments

i thought my son ayman who has just turned one was dead.thanks be to god he wasn´t but the way i felt when i thought he was i wouldn´t wish anyone to go through it.in the past there have been times when we thought he might die,which was always f... Read more
alive and kicking one year on.
Thursday, November 26, 2009      7 comments

a year ago today was a very happy as well as traumatic time for our family.i got preclamcia in the pregnancy and both my son and me nearly lost our lives.after an emergancy c-section my son was taken to intensive.(i never even got to see him fir... Read more
life is good and full of change like my spark page .check it out it´s updated.
Saturday, November 21, 2009      8 comments

first the stress of the last two months with the baby being twice and zakariya being in hospital three times seems to be over.zakariya came out of hospital yesturday,thanks be to god and evryone seems ok at the moment.the first time in i don´t k... Read more
proverbs,sayings are they true or just illusion?or are they lifelines?
Saturday, October 24, 2009      6 comments

been doing a lot of thinking theese last weeks trying to keep my mind of fsomethings,trying not to let some thoughts from forming and trying to block them out when i couldn´t stop them.set sayings kept popping into my mind like.god wouldn´t send... Read more
where did i go wrong??????HELP!!!!!!
Saturday, October 10, 2009      9 comments

so much for good intentions i decided to recomitt to healthy lifestyle and healthy eating on the 9 of september.i am afraid i haven´t got very far with it even though i am down by 1#.life just seem to get in the with with my torn ligament in my ... Read more
the swine flu
Sunday, September 27, 2009      7 comments

well my best friend just got the call from the dr who was phoning out of hours her son has a 100% the swine flu.last night zakariya started having coughing fits,this morning he had a raised temperature of 37.5 a now continious cogh complaing of... Read more
starting over again or time to recommit.
Saturday, September 26, 2009      6 comments

well here it is that time again.time to recess the situation,work out why i have started sliding down or rather the scales going up in the wrong direction again and here it is in black and white---TO RECOMMIT AGAIN----i know you have heard it be... Read more
a step in the right direction.
Saturday, August 29, 2009      5 comments

today was the first day of me using a pedometer after finally working out how it works.he are the statistics from my pedometer.i feel like i did good but as it is the first time i used it and have no comparrision there i could be wrong either wa... Read more
life can get in the way sometimes.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009      8 comments

i am writting this blog as a way of explination to all the teams and there members i am in contact with or doing challanges with so they understand why i have not been as attentive as usual and why i have dropped out of several challanges recent... Read more
chris de burg,what dreams are made of.
Thursday, June 18, 2009      3 comments

not chris de burg himself(though for some people who know´s)but his song lady in red.some people dream when but i dream of that little red dress thanks to chris de burg and his song "lady in red"for a blog challange we had to write what we dream... Read more
what was the title?sorry the inspiration for a title is not there
Wednesday, June 10, 2009      7 comments

but aslong as the inspiration to carry on with this healthy lifestyle is still there then it is not such a problem there is no inspiration for a title..my biggest inspiration in my life was my nana whoes favorite saying was i may be disabled but... Read more
selfish,egotistic or downright nessecary?
Wednesday, June 03, 2009      10 comments

maybe i should have called this blog me time because that is what it is all about,me time for me.am i being selfish?yes,but it is ok to be selfish sometimes.am i being egotistic?no,by wanting some me time i am not just thinking of myself but my ... Read more
feeling low/down/deflated call it what you will.
Saturday, May 23, 2009      10 comments

the last couple of weeks has been very stressful for me and my family and i suppose it is just catching up with me.it makes me wonder why i make all the effort or even if all the effort i make is worth it.it seams when one crisis is over there i... Read more

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