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TIME MOVES SO QUICKLY!
Monday, March 12, 2018      1 comments

I wish I was a writer who can use fancy words and get there point across and be motivational, but All I feel right now is fear, anxiety and loneliness...I can’t have an animal. My husband is allergic. I have a fear of driving now...and I want t... Read more
I'M TRYING SO HARD,
Wednesday, February 28, 2018      2 comments

I'm really trying to keep up my journaling and keep off the 20lbs that I lost... I lost them because I was sick, but now my stomach is doing better and all those treats out there are calling... I've tried to be good about it. I don't eat a regul... Read more
IT'S TIME FOR A BLOG!
Friday, February 09, 2018      1 comments

emoticon Having MS is not fun, but I lived with it for many years and then started having many medical issues...t... Read more
WHY?
Saturday, July 22, 2017      3 comments

Why do I feel so exhausted again. I know I have to stay away from the computer in the morning, but why does that put me to sleep? I can do some tasks, but I want to enjoy it... I guess I must be more patient! I need more spoons!... Read more
MUSIC!
Monday, July 17, 2017      4 comments

I forgot too mention how much music has done for me in the past few weeks... I have my favorites in different playlists and enjoy them when I get tired and they help revive me!... Read more
WHAT TO DO....
Monday, July 17, 2017      2 comments

Yes, I'm more awake than I have been. I think the pain all over my body and the sleep are the most annoying. At least I'm keeping up with the doctors and trying to maintain some sort of being. I've given up with the heat in Fl. I just can't do a... Read more
HELLO, I'M BACK FROM THE SLEEP ZONE
Thursday, April 06, 2017      5 comments

I'm finally awake. For about 3 months l slept 20 hrs a day. I could not stay awake no matter what I tried. I couldn't cook or clean. I barely got the lau... Read more
I'VE BEEN HYBERNATING!
Monday, March 27, 2017      2 comments

I've been very lucky with my MS...I can still walk and my hand still have slight tremors, but I can use them now...but this year, starting after the holiday, I started having to sleep almost 20 hrs a day...I couldn't get anything done...all I di... Read more
THIS HAS BEEN A LONG YEAR!
Friday, November 04, 2016      1 comments

This has been a long year for me...I just can't seem to get motivated even though I've done some fun things...We took our older children on a Spring Break Cruise on the NCL Escape... we had fun, but our room squeaked all night so that made it ki... Read more
HELLO GOD! ITS ME....EZZ
Tuesday, February 02, 2016      0 comments

Hope He is listening...I'm having another Cardiac Cath next week. My blood pressure is off the wall and the stent I have might be plugged. Please unplug it. No surgery....I love you God! Ezz PS...I can't exercise! HELP!... Read more
HELLO GOD! ITS ME....EZZ
Tuesday, February 02, 2016      0 comments

Hope He is listening...I'm having another Cardiac Cath next week. My blood pressure is off the wall and the stent I have might be plugged. Please unplug it. No surgery....I love you God! Ezz PS...I can't exercise! HELP!... Read more
HELLO GOD! ITS ME....EZZ
Tuesday, February 02, 2016      0 comments

Hope He is listening...I'm having another Cardiac Cath next week. My blood pressure is off the wall and the stent I have might be plugged. Please unplug it. No surgery....I love you God! Ezz PS...I can't exercise! HELP!... Read more
AND HERE WE GO AGAIN
Sunday, November 22, 2015      4 comments

So it has been a while since I have blogged...I went through a rough patch and had hypertension and finally went to the cardiologist and had to have a stent placed. Not fun...not fun at all...then I developed a sinus infection and that just put ... Read more
STARTING OVER AGAIN!
Monday, March 09, 2015      4 comments

This is not just starting over with motivation...this is starting over loosing weight from the very beginning.. For the past several months I have had no energy for the gym...sleeping all the time unless I'm horseback riding or taking care of ... Read more
END OF THE YEAR
Friday, December 19, 2014      0 comments

The end of the year just makes me sad and my medical problems are just annoying...I just wish the doctors could figure it out....I hate the years passing by...it was harder to set up my village and tree and its getting hard to just do anything..... Read more

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