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December Goals
Monday, December 03, 2012      10 comments

Well December is here and I thought I would share a few of my personal goals and maybe people will feel free to add some of their December goals as well. I made it to Onderland. 196.2lbs right now. I'm very happy and very proud of myself. ... Read more
I Made It!! Onederland!!!!!!
Thursday, November 15, 2012      18 comments

I have been wanting this day for a long time. I'm happy but I know I have to keep going. It is nice to reflect. It's taken me so long to get this far. I've been wanting to lose weight and attempting it a little for the past 4 years. B... Read more
Update: Doing Great and Ready for Onderland :)
Wednesday, October 31, 2012      9 comments

Hey Sparkers!!! I haven't been on in awhile. I'm so happy right now. Things with Pete and I were rocky for awhile but we are slowly working on our relationship. I had some serious emotional issues to work on a few months ago. I'm muc... Read more
Mini Rant. Trying to stay on Track.
Friday, August 03, 2012      6 comments

The balance beam. I feel like I'm walking a tight rope. I'm determined not to keep going even when voices in my head whisper to give up. To give in. The best I have ever done is lose 20lbs and it took about three months. I hit the gym 4x a week ... Read more
Positive Again
Sunday, July 22, 2012      3 comments

Well I made it out of the fire... again. Home: is slowly improving. It doesn't feel like we are on the brink but we have work to do. To be clear he didn't cheat but his behavior online was highly suspect. I felt it was questionable enough ... Read more
Alice in Wonderland: I fell down the rabbit hole.
Thursday, July 19, 2012      2 comments

So I haven't been around lately. I've been gaining weight rather than losing it recently. I fell into a horrible depression and was reliving the sexual abuse and molestation that I endured as a child. I fought through it and I feel like I ... Read more
Scared of Losing Weight
Sunday, June 24, 2012      5 comments

So. I kinda dropped outta sight. Not because I was giving up exactly. I realized that I had alot of reasons for gaining weight. And I realized that I wasn't dealing with many aspects of that and I realized that I couldn't continue on witho... Read more
Junk Food Detox
Saturday, May 26, 2012      2 comments

Hey. So I haven't forgotten about my weight loss commitment!!! I am still in the game. I felt myself falling too far away from where I needed to be. I was eating food that I shouldn't and slacking off in my workouts and I was on the road t... Read more
Busy Busy Bumblebee
Saturday, May 19, 2012      3 comments

I've been struggling a bit in my weight loss. I needed a boost and I told this to a friend and she has been checking in with me daily. Helps me remember my goals and avoid junk food. My response to junk food is pretty basic. When I am not ... Read more
Culture Divide: The naughty S-word . . . SKINNY
Monday, May 14, 2012      4 comments

Being on sparkpeople has allowed me to meet alot of people and interact with alot of people and I notice one huge difference the word Skinny. Maybe it is a cultural difference or perhaps just where I grew up but being skinny is NOT a good ... Read more
Fighting this Urge. . . Harder than I thought. . .
Wednesday, May 09, 2012      2 comments

I find myself fighting with myself. I want to do this. I want to be in this fight and succeed. Determination is a good thing right? That is not my downfall. My competitive nature is my problem. That drive to not be 2nd best. It is pus... Read more
Week 3 Weigh In Results. . . -1 :-)
Tuesday, May 08, 2012      3 comments

Here it is. . . week 3 weigh in results. . . Last week I was 219.8 and this week. . . tada! Down 1lb so in 3 weeks I am down a total of 11lbs. Yay. So, I told y'al... Read more
OMG Did I forgot how HORRIBLE this feeling is???
Sunday, May 06, 2012      6 comments

Yesterday, I went completely overboard. I won't even bother to guess how many calories I ate. I was eating food that I shouldn't. Then I went out with my daughter and saw the Avenger movie. Bad move because I didn't eat dinner before hand.... Read more
Ahhh. . . . Feeling so REJUVINATED in my size 14 JEANS!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 03, 2012      5 comments

So, I guess I just needed a break. Cause I was so negative two days ago!!! OMG! I was like the queen of despair or something. But today I put on a pair of size 14 jeans. I looked at myself in the mirror and I liked what I saw. ... Read more
Week 2 Complete (-3.6lbs) . . . & not excited about it. . .
Tuesday, May 01, 2012      1 comments

So. Here is my week 2 picture. I should be super excited and extra pumped. I lost 10lbs in two weeks. What an accomplishment. Right? It doesn't feel like it. It f... Read more

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