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This Feels Weird...
Friday, October 28, 2011      14 comments

So while I struggle to see 2011 as a success in terms of actual weight lost, I realized the other day that this has been a year of tremendous self-improvement on another level. 9/1/06 I started my first day at my job, as a Receptionist wo... Read more
Settling In
Thursday, October 27, 2011      3 comments

So maybe I'm having a bit of a mid-life crisis (I either am going to die at 60 or, like usual, I'm doing things earlier than most) because I keep feeling like my life is basically over. Not sure why it hit me so hard but I suddenly feel old and... Read more
Go - Do - Forget - Avoid
Tuesday, October 25, 2011      5 comments

So I fell apart a little bit again this morning but now I'm in "get my mind off it" mode...which means I want to go places and do things and be anywhere but sitting still and thinking about what just happened and what I'll miss. I've noticed th... Read more
Attempting Recovery
Tuesday, October 25, 2011      12 comments

Not that it matters but I'm up 1/2 a pound from yesterday. My eating was crap. For most of the day eating just didn't seem appealing at all. I only ate 1/2 my bagel in the morning and then forced myself to eat the sandwich I prepared for lunc... Read more
Loss and Living
Monday, October 24, 2011      28 comments

So, yes, today sucks. I couldn't get up this morning. Monster headache from screaming at the game yesterday (they did win so Ethan's team advances to the semi-finals) and pure exhaustion from a crazy weekend. I stumbled in and out of bed ... Read more
Weigh-In Day: Moving Forward Edition
Sunday, October 23, 2011      11 comments

emoticon Weigh-In Day Weight Last Week: 311.0 Weight Goal for This Week: 309.0 Actual Weight This Week... Read more
You Can Get a Girl New Shoes, But You Can't Make Her Run
Saturday, October 22, 2011      16 comments

Yesterday was uber successful. Blood work session had very few glitches and I'm hoping I can stop spending every Friday at the doctor's office now. *rolls eyes* Thankfully the same nurse who gave me my shot last week (which I still have a brui... Read more
Friday Free-For-All
Friday, October 21, 2011      4 comments

I think this is the first Friday in a LOOONG time when I didn't have a list of things to do a mile long. 1. Get blood work done - FINALLY! 2. Do my circuit training 3. HS football game tonight That's it. It's liberating and also a... Read more
Another Snack Day
Thursday, October 20, 2011      6 comments

Let's recap how my "angry" day went yesterday. Morning Weigh-In: 305.8 Calories Consumed: 1868 Calories Burned: 0 Calorie Deficit: -723 Morning Weigh-In This Morning: 309.8 So, yeah. Surprisingly I'm happy to see the 309 becau... Read more
Apparently My Body Disagrees
Wednesday, October 19, 2011      21 comments

[DISCLAIMER: I don't suggest even reading this blog. It's crap. I know that. It's my messed up head taking over and being angry and letting it fly because I have no where else to put it. Because all Hubs can say is that I just have to keep w... Read more
I Believe In You
Tuesday, October 18, 2011      17 comments

Yesterday was awful. I was tired and worn down. I nearly fell asleep at my desk four times. Going to the gym was a joke to me. How, when it was taking every bit of my energy to stay awake on the drive home? I started tallying up all the ach... Read more
Crazy Stupid Busy
Thursday, October 13, 2011      11 comments

So, yeah...things have been crazy. emoticon Ethan's football team is wrapping up their regular season. Th... Read more
I Think This is the Start of a Beautiful Friendship
Friday, October 07, 2011      19 comments

...with my Nike Training application. I downloaded this months ago but I've been too...what's the word...oh, yeah, SCARED to try it. Well, since I missed my run yesterday I figured a good 30 minute circuit today could make up for it. And make... Read more
The Struggle is My Neverending Story
Wednesday, October 05, 2011      9 comments

Just wanted to give you all an update and reasoning why I haven't been here the past few days. First of all, things got a little crazy because we got an extra day off this week (yesterday) which always causes mass chaos in my head because my sc... Read more
September Recap/October Goals
Saturday, October 01, 2011      9 comments

emoticon Weight 1st of September: 314.0 Weight Goal for October 1st: 308.0 Actual Weight for October 1st... Read more

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