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Long time no see!
Monday, January 14, 2013      3 comments

Hey! It's been awhile since i've gotten on here. I ended up having a hard time with family and school, so the stress caught up with me and I fell off of the wagon. Something that has changed since the last time I was here is I may have Type... Read more
Lacking my Normal Motivation!
Tuesday, April 17, 2012      2 comments

Today i've just felt so BLAH! I have no idea why! I need to find a way to push through it! I can't lose my motivation! I don't want to feel like a failure and give up just 2 weeks in! Weight loss is so hard. Gaining weight is too easy. It's like... Read more
5 Hour Energy, I Love You...
Monday, April 09, 2012      4 comments

Did my strength training and cardio today. Feeling pretty good. Got home and ate some breakfast. Finally took a 5 hour energy shot today! I feel amazing! I just don't have enough energy during the day. This has helped a ton! I've been getting so... Read more
First Weekend Failure
Monday, April 09, 2012      1 comments

Definately ate more than I should have this weekend. Went to a bbq and had to eat what was there because there wasn't enough notice or time to make anything specifically for myself. I did okay portion wise for the normal dinner type food, B... Read more
Moving on
Saturday, April 07, 2012      3 comments

I had my first encounter with soreness.. A little more intense than I remember.. I still managed to get to the gym to do my cardio though! I'm not killing myself by any means, but I am pushing through the soreness :) It seemed to feel much... Read more
Feeling kinda down
Thursday, April 05, 2012      4 comments

So my husband tells me its mandatory for him to go to the MPOY banquet. He doesn't even ASK me if I want to go. Sometimes I wonder if he is ashamed of me since my weight gain. It wouldn't be the first time i've felt this way. He's said that's no... Read more
Holy Soreness!
Thursday, April 05, 2012      6 comments

I am pretty sure I have never been more sore in my entire life! I could barely get out of bed or tie my shoes this morning! I still got up and did it, just slowly! Made it to the gym and did the elliptical for 40 minutes. It felt good to go inst... Read more
Training day
Wednesday, April 04, 2012      4 comments

So today was my first real day training with my trainer.. She whooped my booty thats all I can say! Definately made me realize how out of shape I really am! I felt like puking and I still had cardio to do, lol. Luckily I didn't throw up and just... Read more
Sweet Food Shows
Tuesday, April 03, 2012      2 comments

Okay, I think I really am going to have to stop watchin cupcake wars and all of those other sweet making shows! It seems like every time I want to cheat is while im watching those shows! Is that weird? I broke down today and had a skinny co... Read more
Venturing Up Hill
Tuesday, April 03, 2012      2 comments

Today started out pretty well. I got up and went to the gym as planned. Burnt 470 calories on the elliptical! BUT, for some reason I have the hardest time keeping my heart rate within the 'fat burning' range! I was supposed to stay at 126, but n... Read more
The Neverending Battle
Sunday, April 01, 2012      3 comments

Every day so far i've had to keep my self in check to a T. The giving up foods part is the harder for me than the working out is! I wish it wasnt and I wish I didn't have a boredom eating food addiction. As of today i've lost almost 4 pound... Read more