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The distress of expectations...
Wednesday, September 11, 2019      2 comments

This might ramble more than I want it to. Right now, I just know I need to write. We're starting a project that demands progress. When new flooring is installed, the old mess, ideally, doesn't move from one section of the carpet to anothe... Read more
Willing to fight, today
Tuesday, September 03, 2019      4 comments

I didn't fight yesterday. I caved. As someone reminded me, though, being human is part of being human. Some days we don't have the amount of fight we want. That doesn't mean today will be the same. Today, I'm committed to 2 1/2 more wee... Read more
Being gracious with myself
Wednesday, August 28, 2019      4 comments

I tend to be a very giving person. It's not always a good trait. I tend to give more to others then have nothing left for my own needs. Eating zero-carb as an elimination protocol has been harder and easier.this week. Changing the word... Read more
For me...
Monday, August 26, 2019      6 comments

I don't really write these for anyone else. How can I? I really don't believe many read what I write, and even if I do, is it relatable? Maybe. Today, if I didn't correct the mistakes, there would be a TON of errors that would be funny, at lea... Read more
Really? Day 1 again? Day 2, really
Friday, August 02, 2019      2 comments

Yesterday I was challenged to do one of the hardest things I can do - come down to one kind of food to eat. There's still enough uncontrolled autoimmune issues going on that it's the cart before the medication. Let's see if *food* can heal me,... Read more
Day 3. Sidelined
Friday, July 26, 2019      4 comments

Sometime in the last 24 hours, I got three mosquito bites on my foot that were in spaces that hurt significantly while trying to walk. They were on the top left side of my left foot. I also had one of the worst dizzy spells I had in a long time.... Read more
Day 2 of journal writing again
Wednesday, July 24, 2019      1 comments

It's been a long time since I've been blogging, but today is day 2 of the journaling/blogging effort. I tried to be someone's running partner yesterday. I'm still a speed Walker. My own breathing was much more under control, but had to be beca... Read more
on the edge of video...
Tuesday, July 23, 2019      1 comments

Part of me would prefer a video blog. Writing takes too long. Writing, though, feels necessary again - a way of taking enough time away from the dismal decay to grow through the feelings rather than rot in them. If you're a deeply fe... Read more
Comparison and self-encouragement
Thursday, December 27, 2018      4 comments

Welcome to another edition of "I can't say this to you directly, so I'll write it out instead." Keto is an interesting way to eat. It's not in the mainstream understanding, and it's hard for me to explain to just anyone. Most of the time,... Read more
Insomnia, heart rates and pain levels. Oh, my!
Wednesday, December 26, 2018      6 comments

We went to sleep early around here on Christmas Day. We'd been up early, as gift opening actually happened at 6, but I certainly didn't expect us all to be in bed at 8-ish. We were though. Then, my own crazy system woke me at 1:30, and I have... Read more
Just another day...though a special one...
Tuesday, December 25, 2018      5 comments

If you celebrate Christmas, Merry Christmas. I've been in a very bah humbug state most of the month, so I've been happy to be feeling a Christmas-ish spirit the last couple of days. Keto has been a hard adjustment. Having been a compulsiv... Read more
Words
Wednesday, September 12, 2018      3 comments

Today was hard frightening words frightening silence frightening feelings Nope. I'm not willing to share out loud yet. I get to ponder more. I got to go way back to 2009 in my own blog to find some words I was looking for.... Read more
blogging the feelings
Tuesday, September 11, 2018      3 comments

Resentment Having my day changed again By you Or you Or you It’s not okay I’m tired of being tired and bent Bending backwards attempting to make your lives what you want While continuing to know that mine isn’t Isn’t worth ... Read more
Stress and reactions
Monday, August 20, 2018      5 comments

I had several days of intense food reactions, and seemed to calm them by returning to a silly (to me) treatment. Boom. Reactions "done"...or less at least. I'm so tired of stress being high! I want to find a space I can breathe, relax and... Read more
Real. Raw. Remote.
Wednesday, August 08, 2018      6 comments

Hello to anyone who opens this blog post. Today is hard. Again. I'm frustrated that it's hard again. I don't want easy, I'm just wanting a touch of plateau so I can rest and take more steps on the journey. The plateau that exists is ... Read more

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