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Too many obstacles...
Sunday, April 28, 2013      3 comments

I won't lie, I am an all-or-nothing sort of girl. I think: If I can't do everything perfectly than there is no point. That is going to be difficult to train out of me. I've also discovered that since I'm older, my body no longer wants starches. ... Read more
New year
Tuesday, January 03, 2012      1 comments

So here I am again; another year and another attempt at weight-loss. Last year I managed 45 pounds in a litle over 5 months, going from 355 pounds down to 310. As of NYDay I was 330 though for some reason I feel like I am much heavier than ... Read more
Thursday, June 30, 2011      0 comments

I reset my goals again today. Tracking and life in general has been way too "off" and since today is July 1st, the start of a new month, I just said to heck to with it and rest everything. Had my visa medicle test yesterday and my BP was hi... Read more
Starting over
Sunday, June 19, 2011      0 comments

I really haven't been active with Spark since last September. I think it's time to reset my goals, trackers, everything. I am basically back at my starting weight from last May anyways. I can keep making excuses to justify my behaviour... Read more
Been in Aus a month and a half now...
Tuesday, June 14, 2011      0 comments

...and let me tell you how much of a roller coaster of emotions it has been. Wait, I won't. I don't think I have the energy to type it all out. I feel sick all of the time due to stress with my immigration stuff, and constant nightmares make sur... Read more
So it's finally getting closer to spring
Saturday, March 12, 2011      2 comments

And I have regained about half of what I lost last year. I keep coming back to spark, going away from spark, coming back to spark, going away from spark...you get the idea. There has been so much stress in my life lately, and combined with ... Read more
Friday, December 31, 2010      1 comments

It was Nov 7th when I posted that I was "back." I guess I didn't mean it. But I am ready to start anew come tomorrow morning. I can't let next year end up like this one. I had done so well up until mid-September. I had lost 40 pounds in ab... Read more
2 months away
Sunday, November 07, 2010      1 comments

Yes, that's right. I have been away from Spark since early September. A lot of stress has come into my life recently, but I am not going to bore you all with the details about it. Trsut me, I don't wanna stress anyone else out. =P I basica... Read more
I guess...
Thursday, August 19, 2010      1 comments

I guess my body needed some variety! There were a few days this week where I didn't eat the best. Monday was Thai for lunch, and Tuesday was pizza (and I think I drank my weight in root beer! lol!) and I was starving all day. constantly ea... Read more
Saturday, August 14, 2010      2 comments

I think I can feel myself sliding back into it. I used to suffer from extreme depression most of my life. I haven't had to deal with that tormenting way of life, in a couple of years now. But lately... I am starting to feel it again. I have... Read more
Hair color
Friday, August 13, 2010      1 comments

That is my reward for hitting 325 (I am actually 324). I felt like I'd never get there. Seriously. My whole life I am used to the following scenario: Lose 5 - 10 pounds. Gain back those pounds + extra ones that apparently needed a home... Read more
Seems like...
Thursday, August 12, 2010      1 comments

Everything bad that can happen to me, will happen to me! Maybe this is some sort of test in faith. I don't know. Don't worry this entry will have some good in it, too! The bad first to get it out of the way. Long story short: I wish doctors... Read more
Ok, I am *done*
Tuesday, August 10, 2010      1 comments

If I have to blog, I will blog on my Live Journal account from now on. I cannot take any more of this weird, creepy crap! Ran into a weird blog earlier that led me to an even weirder (to me) page that is not related to SP. I find out that t... Read more
Today has sucked. Big time.
Sunday, August 08, 2010      6 comments

How did today suck? 1. Still in pain in a few places, and have been hurting for 2 weeks. 2. My girly issues are getting to be a real PITA, and I can't wait until my docs appointment in a couple of weeks. 3. Home drama. My husband ... Read more
Too creepy for me
Sunday, August 08, 2010      7 comments

Someone commented on my blog earlier. Big deal. People comment all the time. What got me was this: I went to their page to thank them for their comments and what not, and I find a comment there that basically says: I have the perfect c... Read more

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