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Realistically Happy
Thursday, June 17, 2010      1 comments

My first weigh in was this morning. Even though it's only been a mere 72 hours, I chose Thursday as my "face the scale" day and I couldn't wait another week. I just wanted to make sure that the scale wasn't going in the wrong direction. Staying ... Read more
Tuesday, June 15, 2010      1 comments

This may sound super weird, but do ya wanna know my favorite thing about dieting? How good everything tastes. When I'm counting every calorie, not snacking mindlessly, and am aware of my real hunger, every bite has so much flavor. I had en... Read more
Going Public
Monday, June 14, 2010      2 comments

Until today I have always kept my page private. But today I'm coming out of the fat closet. What did I think I was hiding? When people look at me, they can clearly see that I'm overweight, so why all the dieting secrecy? Well, no more secre... Read more
Tuesday, March 09, 2010      0 comments

Ok, did some changes. First, I set my goals differently. Instead of seeing the whole 35 pounds on my ticker, I decided to put it in reasonable chunks. Currently, just the first 15 pounds are showing and I just have a goal for that. After I meet ... Read more
Maybe I Shouldn't Beat Myself Up Too Bad
Wednesday, February 03, 2010      1 comments

Ok, so a side effect of my medication is weight gain. Wahoo. It explains some things, like the obsessive food thoughts, so maybe I shouldn't beat myself up too bad. I'm off the medication so now my focus should be back. Is it so wrong that I tol... Read more
I'm going to try harder
Friday, January 29, 2010      0 comments

I just need to find some focus. I have procrastinated and beat myself up. I'm going on holiday in 2 weeks and I still can't fit into the jeans and sweater that I really wanted to wear out to dinner and gambling. So, it begs the question: If I wa... Read more
Looking For Hope
Wednesday, January 27, 2010      0 comments

I want to find hope, so I'm going to look for it. I've been exercising and counting calories, I'm logging in and being active on the site. I guess finding out what's wrong with me physically and emotionally would be helpful. Hopefully I'll get s... Read more
Monday, January 25, 2010      0 comments

I'm having such a hard time staying positive. I've gained weight, I don't feel good emotionally and I just can't see how the future can be better. I am unhopeful today.... Read more
So far, So good
Saturday, January 23, 2010      0 comments

It's Saturday. I haven't been officially counting my calories, but I'm listening to my body, I'm drinking my water and I started my day with a work out. One more day to go and I know I can make it!... Read more
The Weekend
Friday, January 22, 2010      0 comments

I'm trying so hard to get back on track. I'm counting calories, moving my body, drinking water, using my journal and reading articles. I can get back on track. But it's Friday, and the weekend is a dieters worst enemy. Even strict calorie watche... Read more
Thursday, January 21, 2010      0 comments

I am so saddened by my recent defeat. I let the holidays get the best of me- lots of snacks and little exercise. I have been avoiding SparkPeople because my computer is so slow and I lose patience. But now it's time to get serious again. Time to... Read more
My Second Goal
Sunday, August 30, 2009      0 comments

I've reached my second goal and I'm super excited. I've officially lost 10 poinds since I've started SparkPeople. And not to be selfish, but I'm not entirely satisfied. What I'm most excited about is getting to my next goal. Not just for the rew... Read more
A Little Lost
Sunday, August 23, 2009      0 comments

I'm not sure what to do right now. I have spent the last 3 days with the exact same schedule and it was very easy to replicate each days meals. Tomorrow is different, a little unpredictable, and I'm not good with unpredictable. I'm not really kn... Read more
Can't Sleep
Saturday, August 22, 2009      0 comments

I've been awake most of the night. I can't sleep so I'm going through all the SparkPoints page to get as many points as I can today. What a goal! It's 5:15 right now and I'd like to go to bed, but I might as well wait until it's right before sun... Read more
So Mean
Friday, August 21, 2009      0 comments

I've been mean to myself. I've been not counting calories, eating whatever the hell I want, not drinking my water, and not getting on the scale. The only good thing I've been doing is my exercising, so I guess that's something. So, I fell off my... Read more

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