Trying to keep positive
Tuesday, May 04, 2021
Mother’s Day is a hard day as I try to prepare mentally for it. Can’t avoid it, ignore it or deny it. We all do things we don’t want to do, hear news we don’t want to face, and have to go thru unpleasant circumstances we would rather avoid. Life is one decision after another and dealing the with circumstances afterwards. I have to set my own feelings aside, and suck it up. I get to be reminded of “it’s just too bad, “, “ I can’t believe” and watch my sisters glow while sitting with their kids and and grandkids. I keep preparing myself for it as I am being honest writing these words I am only doing this to be there for my mom and only because of her I put myself through this twice a year. Covid was my way out and my safety net. I was isolated, and social distancing was accepted. Now, the expectations are even higher and it seems people are being more vocal and aggressive and they don’t care if it hurts or not.