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Understanding myself

Monday, March 29, 2021

I have said it thousands of times, and heard others say it also. Dieting is hard! I can't do it. I came to realize something else that's even harder. Hurting as bad in the mornings as I do at night. Do my housework a little at time, cause I couldn't stand long. Walking with a cane for the past 20 years because my legs can't take the stress from my weight and the ulcers wounds on my legs. Almost having them healed for no reason they would start swelling and tair my skin open again and most time it would be worse. I have had wound care at home now for 1 and 1/2 years. Thats hard.
Finding clothes was hard too. At my biggest I wore a 6X in women pants, 5X in women shirts. I love men tshirts, 7X or 8X. Down a couple X's in each one. That's still big but it's smaller.
Just hang in there and know it's hard. But this body we was gave, is such a gift. If you mess up, we all do it. Don't give up just tell yourself, I'm worth fight for!
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