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Anxiety Attack seeing the Rheumatologist

Monday, November 09, 2020

First off this weekend, I did not behave and ate badly. But we did a lot of outside stuff as a family since it was nice out.

Okay, I am having a really bad anxiety attack about going to see the Rheumatologist. I have seen one since they told me at 12 years old that I was going to be in a wheelchair at 18 years old. I showed them and still do at 32 I am still not in a wheelchair. I stopped all medication at 12 years old because at that time most meds made women sterile. I am worried about needles, I am worried about them lecturing me about not going to the doctors. I am worried they are going to say I need surgery. I am scared to death.

Of course no one can go with me because of covd.
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  • NGCHILD
    Praying your appt went well for you!
    66 days ago
  • YOUCANDOITNANA
    I am sorry you are anxious and scared. I hope your dr visit will go as well as possible.
    67 days ago
  • CHERYLSCOTT54
    There is someone who can help you. JESUS is always there for us.
    67 days ago
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