Life is frustrating!
Thursday, August 13, 2020
I don't know how I am making it emotionally! I am so frustrated! It isn't just the Coronavirus, that's hard enough--my daily normal life is really getting me down. I am so GRATEFUL that I did get a ride to the food pantry yesterday but am STILL without another worker/provider. Last night the woman who was supposed to start working for me at 10 am this morning called me at 8:15 pm to tell me that her current client's hours have increased to 20 hours and that she doesn't want to work for me because she doesn't want to work any more hours than that!
I didn't care for the fact that on Tuesday my workout time was cut short by having to make a bunch of phone calls and answer my phone, i am going to exercise this morning on my recumbent bike again but I am afraid the same my occur. I guess I am dealing with things as well as I can. I have been praying a lot as well, prayers of gratitude and also requesting help. I am fearful that my current worker is going to up and tell me that she has decided she can't work for me anymore because it's too much for her.
ONE DAY AT A TIME!
(my eyes are brown!)