I feel I look worse now
Saturday, July 11, 2020
I'm nowhere close to my goal weight, but I feel that I look worse now than I did at my heaviest. My arms are especially foul for me to look at - they're flabby and crepe-y. What makes it worse is knowing that it's all my fault for how I look and that even if I get to my goal weight I'll be too hideous to enjoy it. Plus I've been trying for over 10 years, I should give up. I can't make anything consistent.