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Oh I blew it

Monday, July 06, 2020

. This is me and how I feel and what I did. I have never hurt my parents intentionally or ever told them off until last night. They called at the wrong time and said the wrong thing. My reaction was from hurt and rejection and from the heart the mouth speaks and my heart was Heavy, my words hurtful, and my anger erupted. I couldn’t sleep and keep replaying it over and over. They don’t ever want my son at their property, at their house and in their lives. My son left crying July 4 knowing he was not welcomed and first hand received their rejection. Because of him possibly coming that day is why I was excluded from the days events. I told them I wrote you to explain our life circumstances for you to understand and I had no idea you would use that against him and us. So much discord, distance and deep hurt. I am not use to these feelings and emptiness.
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  • RUTHIEBEAR
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    without going into details, several years ago our daughter had a breakdown. In the process she said and did some hurtful things. It was hard dealing with other family members. I am so sorry for your pain. I am sending lot s of love your way. emoticon
    107 days ago
  • DOVESEYES
    Sometimes things don't go as expected. You love them they love you ... it will be ok :). As you get older things seem worse your parents will come around. Sorry is always welcome ...
    107 days ago
  • KATRINAKAT23
    I have sons so can imagine your hurt, but there must be a reason your parents feel this way. I am both a parent and grandparent so I can understand the protective feelings for your son but if my grandson was a negative influence or destructive in some way can understand your parents feelings as well. I hope you can mend your relationship, you will miss your parents when they are g9ne. emoticon
    107 days ago
  • SLIMMERJESSE
    You said what you felt needed to be said. I hope this situation doesn't cause a permanent rift.
    108 days ago
  • NANCYPAT1
    Hope you find a way to work this all out!
    108 days ago
  • GEORGE815
    I am closer to both my parents after visiting their grave sites. We replenished their graves with new flowers recently. You still have time to change what has been done if you choose to. Don't know what your son did as you omitted that piece of information. Hope everything is okay..
    108 days ago
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