A Bit of Struggle
Wednesday, May 06, 2020
I am finding it hard again to eat enough food and I went up a pound. I plan enough food for my day, and it’s healthy and I enjoy it, but I just can’t finish it. For weeks I plugged in my meals for the day but lately I can’t even think of anything I want. It’s nearly time for lunch and I’m just drawing a blank as to want I want. Nothing, honestly, I want nothing. When it’s time for another meal, I’m still not hungry. I’m not even hungry when I get up in the morning. I won’t throw in the towel, but goodness this is frustrating. I know it’s a weird concept that one can eat healthy and under their calorie range and still gain weight but I am a living example of that. I suspect instead of the 1200 minimal, I average about 900-1000 calories. That’s way better than my average daily calories of around 600 so I will celebrate that! If it had dropped that low again I suspect I would have gained 5 instead of 1. I think what makes this one pound harder is that I plateaued for the three weeks prior to this. Plateau’s are easier when I see NSV’s but not seeing any recent ones of those right now. This too shall pass! Hang in there, Nene!! You can do this!!
Okay, I vented and have it down in writing. Hopefully I’ll look back at this and will be able to say I successfully got thru it. I do realize that my body is happy for all the food choices I am making. #winning #chosethepositiveview