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Day 1 - First day of the rest of my life

Sunday, May 03, 2020

Day 1 Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I have tossed all weight loss efforts from my past out the window, this is the beginning! So here I go.. I need to change for me I dislike the person I have turned into and I fear it is hurting my family. I see my body turning into my mothers and I don't want to be her I also see my attitude turning into the negativity of both my parents. I do not want that it is NOT healthy for me or MY family. I have a fatty tumor sitting under my left breast which scares the crap out of me. On a scale of 1-10 my anxiety has been a 30. Today May 3rd 2020 i could barely function and had one breakdown. I took a afternoon nap and once I woke up I felt better. I need to get my anxiety under control. March 5th 2020 with the help of some nasty tasty nail polish I officially stopped chewing my nails after chewing them since I was 5. I am going to work on deleting all my past posts this is a complete restart. I have hit the restart button and it is game on!
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    Changing things up is good. I used to bite my nails down to the quick. Nothing seemed to help. So, one day I started painting my nails with platinum (sparkly white) nail polish. I thought it looked so fab (shows my age) that I stopped the nail chewing. Don't paint my nails now, but I'm over biting them. Keep it up! New habits.
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    It's totally OK to start over. You got this. 💪
    449 days ago
    You got this!!
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