Day 1 - First day of the rest of my life
Sunday, May 03, 2020
Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
I have tossed all weight loss efforts from my past out the window, this is the beginning! So here I go..
I need to change for me I dislike the person I have turned into and I fear it is hurting my family. I see my body turning into my mothers and I don't want to be her I also see my attitude turning into the negativity of both my parents. I do not want that it is NOT healthy for me or MY family.
I have a fatty tumor sitting under my left breast which scares the crap out of me.
On a scale of 1-10 my anxiety has been a 30. Today May 3rd 2020 i could barely function and had one breakdown. I took a afternoon nap and once I woke up I felt better. I need to get my anxiety under control.
March 5th 2020 with the help of some nasty tasty nail polish I officially stopped chewing my nails after chewing them since I was 5.
I am going to work on deleting all my past posts this is a complete restart. I have hit the restart button and it is game on!