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Saturday, May 02, 2020

. Last night I received a call our guy #1 died. I have been in the forgiveness process as he is the one that took us to court a few months ago to appeal his verdict and file 4 lawsuits against me. Trying to process all these emotions and to add to it, my son came home from work in his manic mode. His girlfriend was expecting a special time since she hadn’t seen him since he started this job and he told her she was trash, is fat, ugly and how fortunate someone like him even gave her the time of day for As long as he did. For her Another broken heart, and shattered dreams, and negativity usually outweighs the positive in these times. But she is saved from an abusive, controlling, manipulative , mean, evil, cruel, self centered person whom she has witnessed how he talks and treats me and she is so much better than this. As you know I am waiting for courts to open to file the eviction notice since he won’t leave.
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  • RUTHIEBEAR
    emoticon I am so sorry you are experiencing all of this. Sending hugs
    172 days ago
  • DOVESEYES
    Wow you just go on with all this sadness, you are a wonderful person :)
    172 days ago
  • NANCYPAT1
    No judgment! I haven't walked in your shoes but I have walked my own paths that often led to feelings of anger, loss and struggle. Praying for your situation to resolve in a positive and healing way!
    173 days ago
  • SLIMMERJESSE
    Wow, so many emotions every day for you. I keep you in my prayers and hope for better days ahead.
    173 days ago
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