My Ruff Patch
Thursday, March 12, 2020
I have been in a ruff patch for so long. Don't get me wrong, I get up every morning determined that today is THE DAY!
Here's the thing..... It's ok to be feeling low, I have so many times, but please NEVER give up on yourself! YOU ARE WORTH IT!
I go from feeling high on life, to feeling lower than low, but I get up and go through the motions each day. I went through this before when I dropped 60 pounds, I got up one morning and something just clicked and every morning I made the decision that that day was worth the effort.
Evenings are my battle grounds..... it's when the little voices in my head start to whisper to my common sense and warp the way I see and know things to be. There are times that I will look down and realize that I have finished off a piece of cake and I am diabetic with my sugar levels way out of control.....
I'm a work in progress and forgiving myself every day is part of the battle!