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Wednesday, January 22, 2020

one week
week and a half
Yesterday.
three weeks (as of today)(23 Jan 2020)

Umm according to the scale no change, but I feel different to two weeks ago
The hourglass shape came in,and my tops don't fit properly. lol

I feel...... Dissapointed.
and Sad....

That it's not more.
I don't wanna be heavy anymore
*cries* I used to be excited about this journey..what changed?
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  • HAPPYKITTYNZ
    Barb you're PRECISELY RIGHT!
    I'm doing this for my DAUGHTER.. and my FAMILY
    and NO ONE ELSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
    EEEEEEEEE


    Thank you SO much for getting my head right...
    I was crying over it and sulking and body shaming myself, (like how those jealous girls used to do) and.. you're just the best friend I could have ever had for this situation
    I'm so grateful!!!!

    I let all of this go
    If I turn out to be hot. So be it.
    I am property of God, and property of my Husband by my choice.
    so it's not for anyone else to comment/ desire/ have feels over

    its for my family only :)
    (And for me, and my health)
    34 days ago
  • HAPPYKITTYNZ
    Yeah..

    I figured out why I'm so sad about this.. that I've been working on weigh tloss and keep not losing it.. sometimes a stall 4 days in a row and it wrecks my confidence.. and I feel out of control of my ... body's health and i fear.. stalling for weeks.. and all the fear Ive had all my life.. its been 22 years overweight and over 40 diets i tried.. and... all that "i tried and failed" experiences....

    My goal is 101kg by 1st feb I'm not shifting it. I want it. But thats only 9 days. and 8 kgs.. so.. kinda impossible.

    Hmm
    I tried to work out just before to settle my feelings, but i already did a lifting thing this morning so, too sore to go for it hehe
    I just.. I dunno..?
    I was sad yesterday too..
    and the day before....

    Which is impossible on keto.. i thought.. hmm

    Well one thing i know for sure. keep eating super clean.... while it is a lag time eg 6 days, to get feeling awesome and energy again.. so there's no chance i'll eat off plan (by my own choice).

    I gues sI have to pep talk myself into........ believe im in control? while the facts are: im not. cos the scale hasnt moved.
    34 days ago
  • 1CRAZYDOG
    Dear one, LOOK @ those pictures. I see a difference. It takes time. DON'T be sad with yourself. Remember that feeling playing w/your DD. THAT is much more important than appearances. But --again-- I see more definition in your shape. That's a good thing. Keep working on it.
    34 days ago
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