Tuesday, September 03, 2019
I am in love with his character. Over the past 9 years I've watch him play for strangers groceries, create amazing memories for/ with his family, treat shop of his daughters like queens, respect their mother's, not judge people for being who they are, treat me with the up most respect. He's funny, hardworking, supportive, a man's man. I truly Love him, but I have commitment issues & I just don't know how to allow him into my heart. I tend to only let my wall half way, always prepared to build it back up, never willing to just let it fall completely to the ground. He understands that I Love him, but can't allow him completely in, but how much longer will he be understanding. There's gonna come a time when he's gonna want my whole heart. He's hinted about it a few times & we just laughed it off, as me being a man hater. Lord help me with this issue so I can truly focus on my weight loss.