Can't seem to get on tract
Wednesday, July 31, 2019
I really need some advice. Feeling out of control. Today had a doctor's appointment I forgot about. Ate potato chips for breakfast. Called on my forgotten appointment and managed to get another one today. I made it to that appointment and mailed a box off to my son whom is deployed (he's a Soldier). I went out with a friend of mine.
This changed everything. She told me she had to have surgery two times for cancer in her bladder, then someone is suing her for over 150K for a car wreck, and that no one is getting along in her church.
Wow! Now I do have depression, and I have a lot of problems, but not as bad as my friend had had. I must stop this episode of depression, but it is so darn consuming. It is not feeling sorry for myself, but like I don't want to move or do anything, and I wonder if anyone cares what I do anyways. I have to stop getting this way. It is very hard this time.