Wednesday, June 26, 2019
OMG. I finally hit below 200 pounds. I am so excited. I see my doctor is 3 months and I cannot wait to show her the progress I am making. I decided to go every 3 months to keep myself accountable for my weight loss. I just felt that 6 months was too long. Anyways... I have not been below 200 in roughly 20 years. When I was pregnant with my oldest child I gained 60 pounds and never lost anything but what I lost when I delivered my daughter. The weight just kept adding up. I feel so beautiful now. I actually care about my body and maintaining my hygiene. I want to look beautiful and I want to care. I feel so good about myself now that I am losing weight. I don't know what changed this time around but I just feel ready. I am looking forward to getting this weight off. I really am. I am finally starting to love myself again. I am going in the right direction. I feel so blessed to be able to go through this journey. It is hard and it is long but I am ready.