And onto another month
Friday, June 21, 2019
Court Thursday I Was hoping but #3 no plea so trial next month. Today court #2 but probably same results. This is having such a toll in so many aspects. My husband and I are going to begin marital counseling which I never thought ever we would be as separated as we are and I feel as lonely as I do. When he physically covered himself up in every one of our pictures with perfectly shaped pieces of paper was a visual that etched in my heart. We are no longer a couple, I am alone, and we are no longer in this together. I isolate myself and withdrawn completely. Today after court a weekend at the pond which is the first all season. So much rain and so much flooding. Another reminder of change and not wanting to accept reality my parents are aging, showing signs of dementia, and the anger is being directed at me. I’m not suicidal but if I die today I am ready! Bill 4076 passed Now is illegal to sext special needs.