2 years and a few months later...
Wednesday, May 29, 2019
I wander away for a measly 2 years (and change) and I dang near fall apart lol. I was back up to 278.2 lbs, 70 lbs higher than when I left. My clothes don't fit (obviously) and I suck wind walking down the block (duh, what did I expect lol).
So yeah, I'm done. I'm done burying my head in the sand and inching my way closer to the 312 I started with. I'm down 7.8 lbs and ready to focus on me again. Can I say 100% that I won't wander away again? No, no I can't. But can I try as hard as I can while I'm here? Yes, I can for sure do that!
I've signed back up with the Scarlet Dragons again, my forever home, for the Summer BL Challenge. It floors me to see that I left after the Spring 2017 Challenge season. I missed TWO FULL YEARS with my team! I want to kick myself for that! But I've been welcomed back into the nest by my old friends and it just feels like home!
I'm ready to get my fitness and dietary needs back on track. I'm ready to push myself as much as my out-of-shape body, mind and spirit will let me push, and then maybe try pushing a little more. I'm ready to get to know all my new teammates and help us succeed as a team as I strive for my personal goals. I'm ready to stop settling for misery and find my joy again.
So with that being said, I'm getting off of this blog and taking my butt outside to hit the pavement. Every step counts and I plan to prove that to myself again!
Oh, and yeah, I'll start blogging again too. lol
*Note to self: no more pictures when the only thing I've done that day are my eyebrows lol.