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Tuesday, May 21, 2019

Hello, dear Sparklers! It's been a mile a minute in Bobbi world. We got the results from the biopsy from Moffitt Cancer Center and it was not good news. Not good news at all. DH now has the sarcoma in his lungs. emoticon

This particular cancer...Liposarcoma is a disease of the fatty and connective tissues and it is a MONSTER! Very aggressive and fast growing. DH discovered a lump and had the tumor removed from his groin last June and the surgeon said he felt that he got it all with wide clean margins..DH was in great health until about mid January of this year. Then he got a hacking horrible cough which we thought was pneumonia but it turned out to be the raging nasty cancer.

It doesn't respond to chemo or radiation, usually only surgery to remove the nasty tumor has some chance of working and since DH went that route and it traveled to his lungs anyhow there is that. emoticon

I know only too well how scary our future looks but I prefer not to be crippled by fear but to look at this nasty parasite as an invader and what do you do with invaders? You go to WAR!

You gather intel on their strength and invasion techniques, then you gather your own tribe of fighters who will educate you and help you choke off the supply roads (fuel) into your home (your body) and you FIGHT!

Cancer needs a revolution and it needs to come from the people infected and affected (caregivers). We can no longer hand over our power to someone else in hopes that they have our best interest at heart.

Some do and are good doctors but most have absolutely NO idea of what good nutrition and good health even looks like. They are taught to hurl medicine at any symptoms and are mainly interested in the profit-making abilities that chronic disease offers them. Hey...they certainly paid their dues in massive educational costs and years of residency to achieve their position so you really can't blame them for wanting to finally make profits. I don't...but I'm also cognizant of where they are coming from and it's a typical human trait...self interest.

And my oh my....Cancer has been the biggest profit maker of all time. It's actually part of our Gross National Product by now. Cancer brings in BILLIONS of dollars every single year!

It fuels so many jobs and research facilities and hospitals and monster big Pharma that I can tell you there will NEVER be a reliable cure. It's just too profitable to have sick people returning again and again rather than well people who recover and stop using medical services.

What would happen to all of those empty beds in the hospital and all of the employees that would have no job? What would happen to all of the mammoth complexes of research facilities sitting vacant and the legions of scientists and researchers looking for the 'cure'?

All gone...think about it my friend then tell me how much inducement the AMA (American Medical Association) has to squash their #1 money cow?

Have you really thought about this? I hadn't until it touched my most beloved spouse. Most people don't research or have the time to think about this dreaded disease because they really don't get the opportunity. You are RUSHED to surgery, you are hauled in for chemo, you are chastened to get that radiation and to do it NOW...because if you don't you will surely DIE! emoticon

I call this murder for profit. And...only because at my ripe old age I've seen it happen with our friends over and over and OVER!

They are miserable taking 'the treatment' that wipes out their entire immune system and they even get declared cancer free for a short period of time. But cancer is a tricky devil...it can mutate and reinvent itself and once it reattacks and it will ALWAYS reattack the poor immune system has been wiped out and has not a prayer of fighting it.

It also doesn't just feel on sugar...it will go for pretty much any other fuel it can find. Fats, proteins...it is very adaptable so you have to know what you are dealing with. How do you do that..research, research, research.

You have to know what type of cancer you have and then you have to find what it's preferred fuel is and then you have to cut off its fuel to weaken the bast**d and then when it is weak and vulnerable and can't fight as hard to survive and replicate....you KILL it.

This can be done with anti-oxidants and 'off label' drugs and herbs that the medical society doesn't want you to know about because their patents have expired...and they can't make MONEY on them anymore.

How's that make you feel...if they can't make money they withhold this information from you when it might actually help you and most likely without all of the caustic secondary complications.

In fact, even if you come across a good doctor that would tell you about these treatments they probably won't in fear that the AMA will yank their license and REST assured they will...they want NO ONE to tread on their money mill.

Even with your best efforts, in squashing cancer with your own due diligence you can't guarantee that cancer won't try to rear it's ugly head again as it tries to resurrect itself over and over again.

So you have to be vigilant and clean up your diet and continue to bat it down..maybe forever...but that's okay if you can still be alive and functioning as a human being with places to go and people to see...wouldn't you say?

You have to be your own best advocate and explore ALL of your options before you cave into the first scare tactics thrown at you.

Why is the medical profession so hell-bent on getting you in and getting you in FAST...because they know their bag of tricks is close to being dumped open.

Those barbaric methods of cut, burn and poison is being questioned. People are starting to wonder...hey..why isn't a cure being found after some half decade of searching? emoticon

You can fool some of the people some of the time...but you CAN'T fool all of the people ALL of the time. Thank the heavens we baby boomers might be their toughest lot...we are the questioners, we are the 'show me the proof' that what you are pedaling is working.

WHERE'S THE BEEF?? emoticon Remember that commercial...I LOVED it! emoticon

So as time goes on you will hear more and more about my search for the truth and my ongoing mission to find something that might work for my beloved husband of 41 years. We celebrated our anniversary yesterday at the doctor's office. UGH! But at least we were together!

Poor darling...he is hooked up to a Vit. C and nutrient bag in hopes it will help his dehydration. He is down to 168 lbs now from a muscular 205. It just breaks my heart to see him disappearing before my very eyes but I can't crumple and fold... I CAN'T give up...I'll NEVER give up.

Maybe this search won't be of benefit to him...maybe his cancer is too aggressive and too advanced to take down but I'm on the job and he knows I've got his back! emoticon

I KNOW I saved our little rescue cat Macklemore by research, research, RESEARCH. He went to the Vet came home drugged up and sicker than when he went in. When I gave him the drugs she had prescribed he got sicker and sicker. I KNOW my natural remedy saved the little guy, he's better than ever (knock wood) and it's been well over a year.

One other huge shock I wanted to tell you about for my hubby was a recommendation from our doctor to take Ensure to bolster his nutrition and hopefully give him a little more pep.

Guess what~ Ensure is FULL of sugar and nasty chemicals. WHY did I not label read...I ALWAYS label read! So it is NOT what a cancer patient should be taking...you are merely feeding the monster with your doctor's blessings. emoticon

Like I sadly say...there is no profit in healthy people...keep em' sick and keep em' coming back...it's just a pitiful reality in today's greedy immoral world.

I wanted to share some new things that came into the gallery but it's almost closing time and I've got to zoom to the grocery store and home to my sweetie pie! emoticon

I don't mean to bash the medical society...so please don't be upset and lash out at me...I know there are some REAL angels in that profession...Moffitt Cancer Center has been awesome...and our oncologist was very truthful in saying that if the sarcoma had moved to the lungs it might not be survivable. At least he was honest and didn't pussyfoot the issue, I can admire that.

But we have also experienced a female oncologist doctor down here in Naples I call her 'Barracuda Woman' because it was SO apparent on our consultation that she didn't care a WHIT about my husband...only getting him hooked up to her money (chemo) machine...in those instances... it's so discouraging.

You have to question this when chemo and radiation methods have been used for decades with a trail of destruction for the patients choosing it...it just doesn't feel like a cure is really being sought. Believe me...I know of what I speak...I'm in the thick of the cancer jungle right now and it's full of scary, scary unknown stuff!

As I say...if I know it...I'm going to share it because that is what sparkies do for each other. We look out and protect each other's backs! I actually heard of this 'off label' protocol from a darling sparky friend in Cali...and believe me I had done thousands and thousands of internet searches and most likely would have NEVER have come across this amazing information if she hadn't been kind enough to tell me about it. Thank you darling Fredie...from the bottom of my heart!
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    Praying for both of you! Nature offers a lot of answers. I hope you find the right one for your husband!
    134 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    Neither of you are alone. Be quiet and you will hear Him.
    Big bear hugs to both of you.
    138 days ago
    Sending hugs and prayers to you and Don - he is lucky to have you in his corner!! Keep researching - sometimes we have to be our own best advocates.
    138 days ago
    My dear friend... all I have to offer is my support and love (and prayers). Thinking and praying for you and Don every day!
    139 days ago
    Sending healing prayers your way and all the energy you need to do your research Yes, there are many very good doctors but there are also those who just want to do their thing like they were working on a car. I feel the urologist we are working with is the latter - who cares that what she is doing is making my DH so anxious that he can no longer eat. She's done her part!

    I pray that the protocols that you are trying will make miracles!
    139 days ago
    I am so sorry Bobbi hugs & prayers
    139 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    Hugs and prayers to you both. M-Wah! emoticon emoticon
    142 days ago
    Bobbi - my heart goes out to you and Don on this devastating news. I know you are a strong warrior and you will continue to fight and research for Don during this battle. It is a tragedy that so many people are falling from this disease and mostly from the cure. I have seen to many friends fight and not have quality of life just to lose the battle. You my friend are on the right path - research and fight and do all you can!! My prayers for you and Don and strength to carry you through these moments. A big hug and lots of prayers! emoticon emoticon emoticon
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    143 days ago
    So sorry for that awful diagnosis, but I applaud your warrior response to it. I will continue to pray for the best possible outcome—complete and total healing. I am heartened to see Don getting the intravenous Vitamin C. It is reputed to work marvels when joined with other protocols. Please tell Don to picture his good cells, Interferons and T-cells, fighting and killing off those ugly cancer cells. Studies show this is effective too. And keep the comedy channel on. Do WHATEVER has worked for others. You’re not in this corner alone; I’m boxing with you!
    144 days ago
    Health "care" in the US is the Health "industry". The inequality of it breaks my heart. Follow the paths where you are guided. So sorry the news wasn't good.
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    144 days ago
    Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers dear.
    145 days ago
    I was devistated reading this, but I did so fear that would be the diagnosis. And I am sure you also suspected that could be what was wrong. I do know that if there is anyway to help Don, you will find it. I have said for years that C. will never be cured, as like you say it is a MONEY COW. I mean really, we can't find what will kill a CELL, when we can do heart transplants, cure malaria, have vacines for Mumps, Measles, and Rubella, but we haven't been able to kill a little cell. What a rip off we are all allowing to happen, just think of the millions of dollars that our Govt. is giving to research and the people involved in this cover-up. It is mind bobbling. Good luck with your research, and know I have thought of you 2 many times since I knew you were facing this. Take care of yourself, so you can take care of Don.
    145 days ago
    Yes, you are right, it is big business, and there won't be a cure. You are doing all the right things, keep it up. Keep doing research. So much on Youtube about natural cures. The Naturopathic Dr, Georgia I told you about does natural cancer treatents as well.

    Hugs, Hugs, and more hugs,
    Margaret emoticon emoticon

    145 days ago
    Oh Bobbi, I am so very sorry. you and your hubs are in my prayers
    145 days ago
    I'm so sorry, Bobbi. It really did come on quick, but I'm grateful that he was able to get into Moffitt where he could get a proper diagnosis. I don't have any easy answers for you - I'm glad Fredie was able to help find a good treatment - but you know I always send my love to you both. I'm still so grateful that I was able to meet you both last year. You are always in my thoughts.
    145 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    Praying that your homeopathic drink works for Don...
    145 days ago
    So sorry to hear the news Bobbi about Don, life can sure send us a curve at times. Thanks for all your insight. My pending Arotic valve , hip replacement and over a month late so far planting seems very pale compared . May God guide you through these difficult times. ❤️Skeeter
    145 days ago
    please Bobbi check out " the hospital of angels" Tijuana Mexico .. I know one man a motor engineer that was diagnosed with lung cancer a year ago and had unbelievable success there .. he was told that as long as conventional treatments hadn't been already used his system of treatment will work 75% of the time .. he told me face to face 6 months ago .. he says he will return to Mexico once a year for follow up ..
    I too know there are cures out there .. I know it ..
    can you research magnetic ion therapy in your area .. Papami .. it is magnetically charged electricity that is administered I had over 30 treatments when I was sick... as the current goes through the body it detects abnormal areas and reroutes the energy field .. killing the cancer as it goes .. the very first treatment I had I could hear the machine struggling .. it would make loud dead thumps ... as if it were labouring to get through something .. by the end of the 30th treatment I could feel the current .. go zip through my body .. the machine made only a soft whisper it had reduced the tumour in size and rerouted the electrical current in my body .. Yes I did go on to have surgery and follow up chemo but I never gave up my Oncolyn ( made from birch bark .. or my juicing to keep my nutrient levels at optimum ) .... there is a cure yes I know there is .. I couldn't agree more with your opinion that the money cow will never go away .. it is up to us to search out other options .. to never give up or in .. to fight as long as there is breath ...
    Cuba also has a fantastic medical system that a friend of ours is researching right now .. I will try get more info for you ..
    until then know that I keep you both in my prayers .. pay attention to the people God plunks in your path .. earth angels delivering messages just for the two of you ..xoxox
    145 days ago
    Saying many prayers for you both. If you haven't already found this YouTube site, I've found it to be very helpful: https://www.youtube.com/user/thetru
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    145 days ago
    Oh, Bobbi Anne. I am so sorry to hear that you got bad news about the biopsy. What a shock this must be, even if you knew it might be possible. But it sounds like you are taking excellent care of Don, doing lots of research and fighting for him with all your might. I am cheering you both on and hope you win against this and don't become too disheartened about all the medical procedures and conflicting advice you're likely to get. Don must be so grateful to have you, so reassured by your presence and loving care. My heart goes out to you, my dear. Stay strong!
    146 days ago
  • LINDA!
    It is so heartbreaking for you and your dear husband. I lost my mother to breast cancer and I do know what a terrible BEAST cancer is. Please know that I and so many are keeping you both in our prayers. I know that God hears everyone one of them. emoticon
    146 days ago
    emoticon to you and Don. I am so sorry you are going through this. Stay strong!!
    146 days ago
    I sorry to hear this. Sending healing prayers. Know I'm here if you need me. We are leaving after the holiday.
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    146 days ago
  • LYNCHD05
    Bobbi I am so sad reading what you and your hubby are going through. My heart and prayers are with you. You Dh is lucky to have you......
    146 days ago
    So sad for you Bobbi. But I have another side of the cancer battle. My S.O. was diagnosed with Pancreatic cancer. I’m sure everyone is aware of the statistics for survival. Any way he had a Whipple procedure to remove the cancer. Margins were clear. He opted for chemo followed by radiation and then more chemo. I’m so happy to say that was over 6 yrs ago. He has done and is doing well. That was his mindset from the beginning. Fight with everything available and refused to believe that any other outcome would happen! His was found by a Doctor doing his due diligence who noticed an elevated liver enzyme and decided to delve deeper. Thank you Dr. Matson! I wish this was the way it always turned out, but watching and waiting isn’t always the best advice. emoticon Wish there was more I could do for your husband than pray for him but, I will continue for him and you. emoticon
    146 days ago
    Bobbi, I'm so sorry to hear this news about Don. I agree totally that the medical community and the current "standard of care" (radiation/chemo/surgery) does more harm than good. It is all about money for sure. My dear friend has found that her cancer has spread and they have her pegged as stage 4. Heartbreaking! You are aware of the issues surrounding sugar and cancer. Research Ketogenic Metobolic Therapy. It is working for some people with even late stage cancer. There is also a podcast episode this week on 2KetoDudes that discusses this.. give it a listen.

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    Comment edited on: 5/22/2019 9:41:42 AM
    I am so sorry to hear your update. I hope that Don is able to be pain free. Best wishes with your alternative treatment. Fingers crossed that you get awesome results. Sending hugs and prayers to you and family. Heather
    146 days ago
    Oh Bobbi, I am so sorry! emoticon Anne
    146 days ago
    This breaks my heart. I so agree with your assessment of the big business machines of today's "healthcare." A real misnomer. Big hug. And prayers.
    146 days ago
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