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Round 2 or is it 22

Monday, April 15, 2019

The tv is on in my home all the time. It is the background noise of my life. Movies have romantic music but I have tv talking. Somewhere in the noise I heard someone, it may have been Opera, say decide what you want. Not an epiphany but a curious thought that I took to my mind and when I was about to go to sleep I said. I want to be 180 pounds. I want to exercise in some form every day. I want to feel that I am enough. I CAN DO it.

There I thought it and wrote it done and now I know. I will be enough, I will not judge myself by what I THINK others THINK about me. I CAN NOT fix all problems that happen to my family. Many times they do not want me to and I must know it.

Happy Spring

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    I keep the radio on all day... emoticon
    209 days ago
  • MARTHA324
    You can do it! What we weigh is one part of us...if you really think you'd feel better at 180, then you know what to do and you will do it. But that number doesn't define us.

    And you are so right about not being able to fix everyones' problems....

    235 days ago
  • KITT52
    Well said..
    We have music on all the time, in the house and out..
    Lucky husband likes it too.
    You are enough, dont let s number on a scale hold you hostage... you are more than what you weigh.
    235 days ago
    My dad would have his radio playing every day all the time
    236 days ago
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